bittersweet

IM BACCCK!

2010-03-29T07:15:00.000-07:00

the national finals are finally over!Yeah!i know im supposed to study for the other exam that we're supposed to have in about 2 weeks but im just soooo psycheeeeedd i wanna go out all day :) So there you have it,my update from the last 3 or 4 months.These are the things that i have been doing for the past week :

1.SLEEP AS LONG AS I WANT TO :D

2.HAVE A REALLY CRAZY DVD MARATHON

3.EXERCISE,and

4.GOING OUT AND HAVING FUN <3

yeah man,this is the life.I hope i'll get great results!

updates

2010-01-29T19:47:00.000-08:00

haven't been able to post stuff in a while.all this studying-for-the-finals-thingie is pretty much what i do now day by day,since its coming in less than 3 months.I am so nervous and excited at the same time.I'm finally gonna graduate!woooohooooooooooooo :D so yea.see y'all at my next post that's probably gonna be in the next 3 or 4 months.Anyways,Belated Merry Xmas and Happy New Year everyone.Have a blessed day!

xo,
tiffany

okay,now its my time to confess.

2009-11-24T22:49:00.000-08:00

truly inspired by nadia,inka and arinda

lets just start by 10 facts.

1.Gue pusing sama rambut gue yang rontok.i've tried a lot of stuff but it doesn't seem like its getting better.

2.I am so concerned about my health.(if you know what i mean)

3.Belom nemu tempat bimbel yang bener bener pas,padahal bentar lagi udah mau UAN

4.SAT sama TOEFL gue apa kabar?udah TOEFL ga belajar,SAT juga ogah2 an.

5.Pusing buat apply ke uni.gue tau mungkin ga ribett,mungkin gara gara dikejar deadline aja gue jadi sangat teramat panik

6.BERAT GUE NAIK DAN GA TURUN TURUN LAGI

7.i miss the joy of dancing,like seriously.

8.i want to celebrate xmas with joy and laughter,not with excessive drama and guilt.

9.I REALLLLLLLYYYY want to graduate

10.I am currently feeling guilty.I am simply caught up in my own game.

sori ga penting.

;(

2009-11-11T06:25:00.000-08:00

i thought being 18 would become much easier.i' m definitely wrong.
i know im not supposed to run away,but somehow im having some difficulties in collecting my strength.i tend to procrastinate,and this is what i get in return.Now all of my scattered problems have somehow became bigger and bigger.i cant give up.

I cant hardly wait!

2009-10-29T20:31:00.000-07:00

today is friday. Friday= Soulnation day! i am sooooooooooo excited!

YAY! :)

2009-10-28T04:46:00.000-07:00

Guess what i got for my 18th birthday........

A SIDEKICK!OH MY GOODNESS!MY FAVORITE CELLPHONE OF ALL TIME :D i have been dreaming to have this cellphone since 7th grade and it FINALLY CAME TRUE!Thank God :)

i have to get my hands on these!

2009-10-07T06:58:00.000-07:00

Gabe Bondoc, my all time favorite singer/guitarist designed a tshirt named "Gabe the Giraffe".I just checked out their website and i am soooo psyched!unfortunately,the store doesn't do shipping to Indonesia,so i guess i'll just wait for my mom in december :) This'll be the coolest birthday present ever! :D

xx,
tiffany

one more thing that i'd like to spend big bucks on

2009-09-28T02:16:00.000-07:00

tiba-tiba laper cuy

2009-09-28T02:08:00.001-07:00

gimana mau kurus,tiff?

my newest wish

2009-09-28T01:48:00.000-07:00

My cousin just got this for his birthday present,and i want one as well :)
Besides shoes, i've always had a thing for games, game consoles and other geeky stuff that you can imagine.But this thing is just perfect!

One of my favorite bible verses of all time

2009-09-28T01:25:00.000-07:00

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight."

Proverbs 3:5-6

my life has been going downhill.Or at least that's what another part of me wants to think.I don't really know how to say it,to be exact.But as far as i'm concerned,these past few weeks hasn't been easy.Somebody i know once said,"if you still have doubts after you pray,it means you haven't prayed.because you you have to fully believe in your heart that He already has the best plan for you." so i did pray,and whenever im really close to giving up,and loosing faith,this verse always pops out of nowhere and gives me strength to keep the faith and believe that everything will eventually be alright.Thankyou ;)

r u really indonesian (copied from denok)

2009-09-22T23:42:00.000-07:00

1. Your stomach growls when you don't eat rice for a day. :)
2. You believe kecap ABC could turn bad cooking to gourmet food.
3. You know more than 10 acronyms/abbreviations.
4. You talk during a movie.
5. You use a dipper instead of toilet paper in the bathroom.
6. You eat fried rice in the morning.
7. You prefer seven jeans or true religion jeans over Gap or Levi's.
8. You don't think Jim Carrey is funny.
9. You think Onky Alexander is a hunk.
10. You think Rhoma Irama is kampungan.
11. You carry a 16 oz. jar of sambal to where ever you travel.
12. Driving a car that is cheaper than $15,000 embarrasses you.
13. You think dangdut is stupid, but listen to it anyway, because you are homesick.
14. You are willing to travel 25 miles to buy tahu and tempeh.
15. You are "Dreaming of a WARM Christmas".
16. Your local McDonald's serves rice and sambal.
17. You think Super Mie is a staple food.
18. You have ever tried passing a Rp 50 coin as a quarter in a US vending machine or pay phone.
20. You have ever successfully bribed a customs officer.
21. When watching TV you regularly find that all the channels broadcast the same thing.
22. You do your shopping in Singapore.
23. Your drivers license claims you are 5 years older then you really are.
24. You have ever legally bought pirated software or VCDs.
25. You have ever been forced to memorize UUD'45.
26. You have bought something from a barefooted street peddler.
27. You know exactly how many islands Indonesia has.
28. You have ever eaten something sold off a cart on wheels.
29. You realized that money is everything before you were six.
30. The first thing that comes to mind when hearing the word "Jakarta" is "macet".
31. Someone you know has ever ridden on top of a train.
32. Your daily commute includes thinking up new ways to ride the city bus for free.
33. You don't mind people being late.
34. You think standing in line is a waste of time.
35. You have tried every Monday of your youth trying to avoid upacara bendera.
36. You have used a mosquito repellent that looks like a coil and is lit on one end.
37. You use the terms "Ni yee", "cai-lah" and "Ih, jijay" on daily basis.
38. You know what Pancasila is, what it means and know it by heart.
39. You complain that movies in America don't have sub-titles.
40. Your daily conversation may include enactments of TV commercials.
41. You have ever consulted a dukun.
42. Your whole class has ever cheated on a test, and gotten away with it.
43. You have ever spent the night before an exam looking for someone who sells the questions.
44. You like the smell of terasi.
45. You think the Thomas Cup is equal to the Super Bowl.
46. You can name a manufacturer of shuttlecocks and badminton birdies.
47. You have a 16' satellite dish hidden in your back yard.
48. You have ever ridden in a motor vehicle with three wheels.
49. You miss your maid on laundry day.
50. Your clothing has brand names printed on it that are visible from 50' away.
51. You attend weddings only until you are done eating.
52. You have attended weddings that you are not invited to.
53. You go to McDonald's to get your weekly supply of ketchup, salt, pepper and napkins.
54. You know more than one music group that stole the tune of Cranberries' "Zombie".
55. You have a can of Baygon on your kitchen table.
56. You make major decisions based on gengsi.
57. You take advantage of Wal-Mart's 30-day money-back guarantee to "borrow" home appliances.
58. Someone in your family has extra pockets in his outfit to hide cookies from the all-you-can-eat bar.
59. You have paid more than $1,000 to get your name on your license plate.
60. You carry your hand phone always, even to a 'no service' area.
61. You think bribery as a 'tip in advance'.
62. You think of the road as a place to park.
63. You fly Garuda just to get to know the stewardesses.
64. You send your kids to US & Australia just so they can go to school.
65. You go to a park and drink 'teh botol'.
66. You travel to L.A or Sydney from Jakarta more than 3 times a year.
67. You mix soccer and boxing at the same time.
68. You consume more cloves in your cigarettes than in your food..
69. You have more credit cards than your wallet can hold.
70. You have a car with 20' wheel.
71. You work for the government to get rich quick.
72. Your friends in the US & Australia refer to you as their 'Indonesian connection.'
73. You have been to a motel that can 'hide' your car.
74. You give guests a roll of toilet paper or a box of facial tissues to wipe their hands after eating.
75. You are very good at avoiding potholes and other road hazards.
76. Hate it when you use local made product.
77. You think Soekarno is the greatest Indonesian President.

SOURCE: "I am an Indonesian or lived in Indonesia too long" group on facebook!

from 21082005

2009-08-20T21:04:00.000-07:00

Today is my 4th year anniversary!woot woot
i cant believe that today's finally the day :) ive been looking forward to today since...last month!To tell you the truth,i honestly didn't see this coming at all so this is like a total blessing to finally reach the fourth year with him.Who knew that we would make a decent couple?

As for further celebrations,i dont think we're going to make any big ones.One of my junior high friends is having her 17th birthday bash,and this is going to be like this really huge birthday party so i guess we'll just celebrate there and have dinner somewhere afterwards :)

i cant believe today's the day!i am soooo psycheeed!!!
gotta go dress up for the party guys.im out <3

xoxo

this really sucks.

2009-08-18T04:51:00.000-07:00

So i failed my business studies exam.BIG DEAL.
So i paid money thats worth it to spend for killer heels.BIG DEAL.
So i didn't score that much for my SAT.BIG DEAL.

im completely stressed out people.
i better figure out something to improve,pronto!

3 things that im currently obsessed with.

2009-07-30T02:26:00.000-07:00

1.Gabe bondoc (but not in a creepy kind of way)His beautiful voice and touching lyrics has totally made me head over heels.not to mention his skills at playing guitar.this guy is just really awesome.Since he's been performing in almost all over the us,hopefully i'll get the chance to watch one of his shows next year :)

2. This second habit started happening when there was this really big trend of fro-yos thats happening in jakarta.Suddenly people wasnt interested in buying jco donuts or bread talk anymore,they want froyos.i know,weird.Im actually not a big fan of froyo's myself but after i tasted heavenly blush's pomegranate yogurt,i totally fell in love <3>

3.Since i discovered Cecily von Ziegesar's first series,the first gossip girl (with blair and serena in it) i just became addicted to it and since then i always have to read the next book.I know that its sort of a bitchy story with no meaning in it,but still....its really entertaining:p

hello.

2009-07-29T02:13:00.000-07:00

haven't been able to post anything in particular lately.i guess i just sorta ran out of ideas.to tell you the truth,i dont really like to write stuff,i just like to read 'em.I know that there's a lot that's been going on lately,but i just cant figure out which one to write on.lets just hope that i'll come up with something useful in the next post,so that my blog will be less-pathetic.

ciao

back with a ranodm post

2009-07-28T22:26:00.000-07:00

what song has captured your mind lately?
taylor swift-love song

what tv show do you catch regularly?
friends :)

what book really has lately engaged you?
falling under-i forgot the name of the author

what movies do you find yourself re-watching?
facing the giants,blades of glory

has someone in your life become a new and surprising friend?
nope,not yet

is there a book/film/piece of music from your childhood you still have?
a series from the golden books :)

what place is your hiding place?
my room

do you collect anything? if so what?
shoes!

what beverage is a daily consumable for you?
water and camomile tea

what store or shop do you frequent the most?
periplus,zara,and gramedia

are you a creature of habit?
hahaha sort of

what is your favourite animal?

rabbits and cats

are you obsessed with pink?
nah,not really

i just melted

2009-06-12T22:17:00.000-07:00

yes people,his name is gabe bondoc.and guess what?he's PINOY!absolutely my type :)check out his several performances on youtube:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MmHBu-pncmA&feature=channel

I Screwed up.Big time.

2009-06-06T04:52:00.000-07:00

Seriously,i did screw up pretty bad on my SAT test,and this is not just a random tryout,its the real TEST.But there's nothing left to dow now except to keep on thinking positive,keep on praying and hope for the best.

Agak iri.haha

2009-05-30T05:21:00.001-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FoIOq6VvcM

ide untuk kue ulangtahun

2009-05-28T19:59:00.000-07:00

medium

kalo ini yang small

gila,gw laper bangeeeeeeeeeetttt

belikan aku ini dong!

2009-05-25T22:13:00.000-07:00

all of the heels are from givenchy,except for the one on the top,thats from aldo.Ada yang bersedia?

The perfect song that could lift me up these days.

2009-05-25T02:50:00.000-07:00

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep goingAnd I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah)

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb (yeah yeah ea ea)

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb'

Keep the faith
Keep your faith
Whoa a oh oh

---the climb (Miley Cyrus)

keep your faith,tiff :)

Gosh,how i love the holidays......

2009-05-21T06:19:00.000-07:00

this is a perfect idea of spending my holiday.I deserve a break.Sort of.

Greetings

2009-05-21T06:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY ASCENSION DAY EVERYONE!

GOD BLESS:)

Q&A's

2009-05-19T20:19:00.000-07:00

What is your current obsession?
the new sidekick LX 2009 :D
What are you wearing today?
my brown school uniform
What’s for dinner today?
I dunno,its still 10 30 am
What would you like to learn to do?
To dance and do gymnastics
What’s the last thing you bought?
A chicken kebab
What are you listening to right now?
My sociology teacher's voice and laughter from the boys in my class.
What is your favorite weather?
Spring and Winter
What is your most challenging goal right now?
Getting a good score on my A levels and SAT (please God please)
If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
Washington dc,Italy or Switzerland
What would you like to have in your hands right now?
A sidekick.
If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Washingon DC,manila
Which language do you want to learn?
French
Who do you want to meet in person?
Chris evans!
What’s your favorite type of music?
I'm a little bit of everything
What is your dream job?
I dunno yet
Any favorite models?
heidi klum and tyra banks
If you had £100 now what would you spend it on?
a ticket to see my mom,please.

sob

2009-05-15T05:45:00.000-07:00

not in my 4 years of relationship ive ever felt this miserable.........okay so maybe i had,but i just simply forgot.4 years is quite a long time you know,ga mungkin gue itungin berapa kali gue berantem satu satu kan.males banget.

well the point is im just posting because i cant find any other alternative to cheer me up.Just crying in my bed while eating chocolates just doesnt make any sense and will make me fatter as well so i'd rather just write anything that i want since nobodys gonna read this stupid posting anyway.

We got into a fight,we shouted at each other and......... we broke up.I know this happens a lot to me but this time the situations just not right.Im going to have my exam soon and i just cant deal with too much drama.So,to cheer me up,im trying to imagine the best-case-scenarios that would possibly happen in the next 15 minutes or so...

option no 1.
After i hung up the phone,he will call back and just say how sorry he is and we will get back together
option no 2.
A few minutes after im typing this,he will appear in front of my house and apologize and i will apologize as well and we will just get back together like nothing happened (please God let this one happen)
.....................................................
....................................................
nah,its not happening so far so i better not hope too much
option no 3.
.....I dont know.I just want option no.2 to happen.

please please please

please please please

an addiction.

2009-05-05T17:43:00.000-07:00

so beautiful,yet so unreachable.

you still mesmerize me for so many years.

i know that im not allowed to do this,but sometimes you still make me forget about everything,making me unable to think about anything else.

God,i gotta put myself together.

my current obsession.

2009-04-28T19:07:00.000-07:00

Goodness,youre so gorgeous.

i need a dose of optimism.

2009-04-27T23:36:00.000-07:00

havent been posting anything in particular lately.Just loads of crap and random stuff that is obviously not important.The world has been revolving too fast around me and i need a freakin break.I feel like my whole world is crumbling to pieces,and turning into this absolute mess.I dont know why but i just feel like this is one of the difficult stages that i have to get through in my life.Can anybody please help me solve out this feat?

targets that has to be accomplished.

2009-04-14T18:30:00.000-07:00

1.LOOSE WEIGHT.ive been looking like a fat cow lately (not to be exaggerating) ive gained another 3 kgs and i have to really stop eating.All this chocolate covered pretzel munching without any amount of exercise has my stomach into this really huge...thing.its not that im not greatfull for His blessings,but i just need to change some of my eating habbits.

2.STUDY FOR THE A-LEVEL EXAMS.enough said,its already the 15th of april and unless i want to pay another 1,5 million rupiahs,i have to move my lazy ass and start to look for past papers and additional materials.

3.STUDY FOR THE SAT.my score hasnt increased in quite a while.One of my seniors already got accepted in GWU,and some of my friends managed to get a 2000 something,so i better get moving and studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

AARRRRGHHHHH.please excuse my ways of writing,maybe some flaws of broken english here and there.im just having a random stressed-out moment.thankyou

apology

2009-03-25T05:20:00.000-07:00

i know i've been acting so shitty and crappy for the past month.To tell you the truth,i dont even know whats actually gotten into me.So for the people whose feelings that ive hurt,im deeply thruthfully sorry..(please excuse the broken english.im just not really in the mood to actually think about the grammar) I know maybe i havent shown a sign of change from my attitude,but honestly,i'm really trying my best.So i hope you guys could understand.I really dont want to loose or even ruin our kinship that we have created.And although for some of you who felt that i've already ruin that bond,trust me,i didnt mean to.please oh pretty please accept my apology,just as like other people,im trying to change to be a better human being.thank you :)

inconstant ambivalent-ness

2009-03-18T18:53:00.000-07:00

I cant keep my feelings straight.A lot of things have been running in and out of my mind lately.

Just 10 minutes ago,when i was listening to my music player that i put on shuffle,it suddenly played one of my favorite songs that i always loved in the whole world: angel -by jack johnson ,followed by ordinary people by john legend.Just a nanosecond after the song started i started to think back,reminiscing the old times,the old wonderful times,where i could still break free and do whatever i want to do,the old times where i could do whatever i want to do,the old times that kept most of my unforgettable memories,Good or bad,Big or small,Important or Unimportant.The relationships that i've been through,All of my friends that i met...New friends...Old childhood friends that suddenly started to reappear out of nowhere...Former enemies that suddenly had turned into some of my closest friends.I know i usually take things for granted,but today i felt like i've learned about an important lesson in life.Live your life to the fullest and make sure that you always make the best of it every single day,because you never know what will happen to you in the days to come.

hectic

2009-03-11T21:53:00.000-07:00

pet society is getting pretty boring so while everybody's busy on facebook,tagging their pictures and chatting the day away i decided to write a new post.The problem is,i dunno what to tell u guys about.I know that there wouldn't be anyone who is gonna read my stupid blog anyway,so i might as well write anything that i want.First things first.Here's what happened in the past two months.

1.Petra and Yoan' s sweet 17 birthday bash.They're both turning seventeen,They're both my best friends,and their birthdays are held in the same day.And the same time.7 pm.But in a different venue,Petra's Birthday is held in tamani,located in north jakarta,and yoan' s birthday is held in caza suki,located in central jakarta.And im invited to both of the parties.As i said before,both are my best friends so i have to attend both of their parties.Fortunately,despite jakarta's unbearable traffic,i managed to get to both parties equally..YAAAY :D

2.the SAT's......the oh-so-fun SAT...T_T.Spending your saturday morning,for five hours studying critical reading and writing essays and solving math equations isn't really my kind of thing.But since i am going to continue my studies abroad,i better concentrate on this thing as well.or else....

3.Daniel's birthday:D i know it didn't happen just like i imagined it would be like (just like last year) but it turned out to be quite alright.All his friends were there and we had fun.Thanks to his brother and his friends who helped me to set up the surprise...

4.Random meetings,cathecism classes,and choir practices that i have to attend...

I really dont know when will i study for the A level exam that is in 3 more months.With this hectic schedule going on,i barely have time to relax,let alone to study for business.....hmm lets just hope that things will eventually get better.

cheerio,
tiffany

another random post

2009-02-15T03:32:00.000-08:00

happy (belated) valentine's day everyone!
i didnt have a plan to go anywere at first,so when i decided that i really wanted to have dinner at someplace after all,it turned out that most of our favorite restaurant's are all fully booked:( i know its totally last minute,cant blame them anyway...
Hmm i also dont prefer going to malls in this time of day.I know that it'll be bloody crowded with couples in matching probably white or black or pink and blue t-shrits.So i ended up spending my precious time at home,told daniel to stop by for a few hours,watched dvd and went online to google for stupid websites about love stories and love quotes.hahaha totally dry and corny i know,but we had fun :D

speaking of yesterday,i also did the 3rd trial test.I know that i did better in the math section (surprisingly) but im not so sure about the critical reading,sentence correction and the essay section.I still havent reached my goal to earn my desired score.Im still considered an amateur in this kind of stuff.There's still 900 points to go!

By the way,i think im sort of losing my touch.I dont know why,but i feel like some of my skills that i used to have are dissapearing into this big black hole.maybe i just have to brush my skills.But still,there's this really big negative aura circling around me.You guys might obviously know about this aura that im talking about (LAZINESS) :(

im starting to feel hungry.Gotta go.

(sorry for the randomness,just wanted to pour my unstable emotions)

the cutest thing ever;; a must-see!

2009-02-11T04:28:00.000-08:00

Today at school nadia told me to check out my messages,she said that she left me a message about a link that sells cute earings,she said i might like it.So i went online straight away and checked it out..Nadia was right!!!!!Fyi,i am a really big fan of accesories that involves food like food stickers,food keychains and any kind of plastic-food-product that you could describe (i know its a bit freakish,but thats how it is. :P) When the loading finished it turned out to be an online shop!!!and they sell these really cute accesories that are totally unique and 1 of a kind.

here are the pictures!!

this one is my personal favorite!!i dont know why,but i just cant take my eyes of it :) <3>

I was going to order this one,but they sold out..sob ;(

This one is also irresistable.I think im going to buy the 3 of them!teehee ;9 ;9

by the way,if theres anyone of you who's interested,i'll leave the link for you to check it out.

http://www.friendster.com/photos/54628689/1/901719673#pic=2405523161747914204

enjoy!

hugs and kisses,

tiffany

my new blabla (copied from inka)

2009-02-10T19:54:00.000-08:00

New hobbies (i think inka typed about 13 but im just gonna put in 10)

1.Main pet society
2.cengin the-new-it-couple yang baru jadian
3.Main TTC (teka teki cinta) sama dp
4.baca the shopaholic series
5.pinjem-pinjeman buku sama arinda & sabila
6.Berenang di arcici sama sabila
7.cari gambar2 makanan di google(i know this is a bit freakish tapi ya sudahlah)\
8.Cari gambar high heels buat di pesen di google
9.latihan dance setelah berhenti selama 2 tahun
10.maksa2 raja buat nambah cheat pet so gue :p

random

2009-02-07T00:10:00.000-08:00

mood:pissed off.
current song :Bubbly.

how come everyone around me has been acting like a jerk lately?are they all having a serious case of PMS of something?From somebody who never keeps his promise to me,to somebody who doesnt even have the time to talk to me anymore.they're all turning into major weirdo's.
hhm i guess this meltdown will keep on happening,on and off until (estimately) for the next two weeks.Geez,my blog is becoming more random everytime i try to write a new friggin post.
Fine,i'll just try to write something thats not too inconsequential today (but probably still useless)

here are the 10 things that ive been thinking about today :

1.I'm so pathetic,i suck at the things i (used to ) do.maybe i have to brush up my skills.but is 2 weeks enough?
2.I'm a bit hungry,i want to eat.but i dont want to keep on putting excess fat into my already fat body.
3.How am i going to increase my SAT score? I know it already increased for like 50 points,but still,its not enough to get into the uni's that i want.
4.I still cant believe i passed my math IGCSE ;)
5.i'm a little tired,just got home from my SAT prep.Maybe i should take a nap after i write this post.
6.Im still having dilemmas about where should i be confirmed.Paulus or Maranatha?help mee GOD!
7.I'm a little dubious about the decision that i made yesterday.Do i really want to take the A LEVEL in BUSINESS STUDIES?but i signed the form anyway,so might as well keep my word about it.
8.Something is a little bit wrong about my voice.Pleease dont let this happen.Im supposed to sing at my friends 17th birthday bash this friday.
9.When will daddy teach me how to drive?!?! im already 17 for goodness' sake.
10.I miss my mom.beyond measure.

im really tired.for real.over and out.
-tiffany.

bzzt

2009-02-06T04:37:00.000-08:00

mood:exlpoding
current song:i dont even cufkin care anymore.

Just finished dance practice with my Junior High friends,for the 21st.I was supposed to go out to some place with my cousin but since there's a weirdo coming along,id rather stay at home than meet and see her face.i really dont want to meet the uninvited guest.You know,im sort of exhausted,i feel like bursting so i dont want to make a scene and explode during a so called family dinner.as if.Ah well.i dont even freakin care.staying at home and pouring all my feelings in this stupid post is way way better.

the desire.

2009-02-04T05:59:00.000-08:00

mood:like an hourglass(keeps on changing every minute)
current song:lovebug,the jonas brothers.

i just saw the pictures of one of my 2nd degree friends that is currently living in the us;It was titled KBRI,because i was curious i clicked the open button straight away so i could see whats inside it.When the loading completed i finally saw all of the pictures and i was caught in awe for a slight second.Okay,not a second.A while.The Indonesian embassy is also located in DC,so i was obviously wanted to be in her position.In DC.The city which i obviously miss.The city where im going to finally break free and get new adventures.The things that im giving up,im sacrificing now,is for the sake of getting a chance to live in that city.To finally reunite with half of my family whom i havent met for ages,especially to reunite with my best friend,mom."whatever youre doing now,will determine what will you receive in the future.."those words that i received from her keeps on ringing in my head,over and over and over again.And that is creeping me out.Could i overcome such difficult obstacles?Could i finally reached the thing that i always dreamed of?I dont know the answers to my own future,i can only hope for the best and let God's plan just flow and lead me to its destination.

my ego is bigger than my hips.

2009-02-01T05:43:00.000-08:00

Yes,indeed.
For you who has seen me for over 100000 times,You might obviously know how big are my hips.And i finally had a conclusion about how selfish and contemptuous i can be.Especially in these kind of times,when im already allowed to make my own decisions.But the guilt always comes and creeps me out afterwards.oookaay ookay fiine.i finally already know which one to pick.Its better to get rid of our stupid ego and try to put ourselves in their shoes.Okay im sorry.I hope i passed my test towards being a mature -er -er-er girl.

a misuse of time.

2009-01-27T21:40:00.000-08:00

hello there.Im not supposed to be posting right now because im at school but i got kinda fired up because i accidentally read this blog about some lady who degrades our own program(please excuse my emotions).If you dont mind,i'd like to say a few things.

before i continue,i'm not posting this to choose a regular or international side,im just expressing the positive things that i felt as a student in an national plus curriculum.so chillax,no offense :)

1.Please,pretty please dont think that spending your money on an international program is a total waste.Because it isn't.Its worthwhile and you get to learn and experience a lot of things that you dont learn everyday

2.Being in a curriculum like this makes us receive the best of both worlds,you get two certificaates.You get to experience stuff from a state school,but you also could experience stuff as an international student,from the other curriculum.I't takes extra hard work,but once you succeed it feels like a breath of fresh air.teeheee:P

3.So what if i want to get an international curriculum and international education?Does it mean because im not a resident from a foreign country,i cant get an international curriculum?GET REAL.It's globalization and im 100% sure if you cant cooperate and work together with people from all over the world with different backgrounds and diffrent attitudes you wont succeed in life.

4.We're not that exclusive.We still pay our school tuition with RUPIAH,not with $.

I appreciate your very wise opinions but please,you may be smarter,you may be wiser,you may have a higher education than us,u may be older,but if you havent experienced being a student in a national plus curriculum BY YOURSELF ,please dont judge us just by using your partial knowledge.Try opening your eyes and see the positive sides as well,not just by saying bad things about it.Thanks.

my current obsessions

2009-01-26T21:52:00.000-08:00

1.I want to graduate highschool with a certificate in:
a.Business studies (A level)
b.Economics (As level)
c.English language (As level) (i know that's too much,but hey,nothings impossible.riiiight?)
d.Indonesian (A level)
*and those national certificates that you get when you complete UAN and UAS as well.

2.I want my SAT to increase until at least 1900.please.I'm tired of being the dumbest in my SAT prep class.please please pretty pleaasee ;(

3.I want to move to D.C asap.I know i'll miss my friends and family and all,but part of me is excited to start a new adventure in life!Besides,almost all of my relatives from my mothers side lives in the US and i havent seen them for ages!it must be a blast to completely meet them again!!

4.I want Mr X and Ms Y to reunite and be together again (you know who they are folks)

5.I want to finally decide on what i want and what im finally going to do

6.I want to attend a dance class (again) since i quit my dance extracuricular thingie i've been really unhealthy and keep on getting headaches and tummyaches

------random obsessions----you dont have to pay much attention to this one.

7.I want to get a sidekick
8.I want to get accepted to my chosen university
9.I want to loose weight
10.I want to have a pair of designer heels
11.I want to look good in a dress
12.I want to learn tagalog.What kind of filipino am i?for not knowing my own language?
13.I want to go to Europe.

there.i'll add the list as soon as i have more obsessions to achieve.

ciao

miracles do exist! :)

2009-01-23T16:32:00.000-08:00

saturday,january 24th 2009,08 50 am(yes,i want to remember this moment forever)
mood : HAPPY!!!!

before i start,today's daddy's birthday.happy birthday daddy :)

i got good news..

I FINALLY PASSED MY IGCSE EXAAAAMMMM!!!!!!!!

i got a D in math and E in biology.THIS IS SUPER FREAKING COOL!!!
i was so surprised because at first when i saw the result sheet,my math score wasnt there..And some of my teachers told me to wait for Ms.Shinta because she's the one who has the original copy...and it turned out that i got a D in math!!
Before i bore you to death here's how the system goes..
when you get the result,the highest score is A* and the lowest score is U.So there's A,B,C,D,E,F,G,and U.i Know its a bit weird but this is how it is.

So getting a D in math isn't so bad after all :) because this is also my retake test and one of the teachers said that students who do the retake test usually gets a G or an F (if his/her score before is a U) but i got a D!And for someone like me,getting a D in maths is considered like a miracle!

i'm still speechless....this is beyond my imagination :D :D

turned out that it will be one of my best moments in life after all ;D

Thank you God,for giving me this miracle..I love you and i'll try my best to do better and better!

Gotta go,i have my SAT prep in 45 minutes..

over and out.

-tiffany

ef-e-a-are

2009-01-22T05:46:00.000-08:00

Thursday,09 00 pm
Mood : anxious.

It all started like this.Sometime around yesterday,Yoan told me that Mr edo already saw the results of our freakin IGCSE exam.The exam that i totally blew off a few months ago.But she doubted it and she said that all this isn't exactly true.I breathe a sigh of relief.But this morning i found out that all the stuff that yoan told me yesterday is actually FOR REAL.THE EXAMS RESULTS ARE REALLY OUT.OVER HERE IN INDONESIA.breathe tiff..breathe..
...
.....
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Yes,they did say that the results are already published in indonesia,but its still very private and confidential so only a few teachers could see it.But still,its just the matter of time.This 2 weeks will either be one of the most happiest week of my life..........or not.It depends.lets just see what comes next.

stay tuned folks.
..
GOD,please give me a miracle.i need Your help.

-tiffany

heart-breaking (kerjaan iseng anak smp)

2009-01-18T07:12:00.000-08:00

sunday,10 14 pm
mood:sleepy
current song :the whitest boy alive-burning.

haha guess what i found guys!!

i think it was about 1 and a half years ago.one time i was really desperate about my relationship,and if im not mistaken,we were really super duper close to breaking up.and i was really confused and stuff so i decided to pour all of my feelings in a poem/lyric or whatever you may call it..and i accidentaly found that abandoned piece of paper today!!!(Gila gue sendiri aja kaget pas bacanya!where did i get all those inspirations and creativity juices from to create those kind of sentences??and those words really did rhyme hahahaha)

so here goes...............

december 10th 2007,22 26 pm

Although every lyric that i hear reminds me of you
I'll try to sing a different song
because i want to forget about you
Though i dont know if its the right way,that i belong (bagian ini ngaco abis sumpah.)

Some say we are meant to be together
We're a perfect match
But i say this cant last forever
And thats the word they cant seem to catch

I've known you well,you've known me better
But it doesnt mean we have to be together
So you go on yours,and i"ll go on mine
Who knows that now its time for us to shine

I care for you,i wish you well
So at the end of this i say my farewell
Take care of yourself,stay true to your heart
I'll always remember you,though we're miles apart..

-tiffany

(maaf ya kalau ada kesalahan grammar,maklum lah hehe)
**But it turned out that we didn't break up after all,and we're still together for almost 3 and a half years:D:D:D

ciee gue

...

2009-01-14T04:34:00.000-08:00

wednesday,07 50 pm
mood : queasy
current song playing :lovebug-jonas brothers.

My stomach feels like its going to explode any second.I'm supposed to have my no-junkfood-day but it was so tempting,and i just couldnt resist to have just a sip of coke and a small order of french fries.........so i ordered myself a chicken sandwich,upsized the friench fries and ate so fast till i was out of breath (fyi,i was just done studying pure maths,it was so tiring.and it was time to eat anyway :P ) Geez my topics are becoming lamer and and lamer everytime i write a new post.Lets just find another topic............

nah,i got nothing.just give me a second.i'll write again as soon as i already have something to write about

im out.

major dilemma

2009-01-13T06:54:00.000-08:00

tuesday,10 10 pm
mood:hyper
current song :jamie cullum,these are the days

almost everybody in my class are having dilemmas about what are they going to major in for college,which college or university will they go to,and even envisioning themselves in 5 or 10 years later.I honestly cant imagine what will i be like in 5 more years,i'm even still waiting for my freakin IGCSE results which are crucially important.That piece of paper is going to have a great impact on how am i going to do in the future.Urgh i cant even imagine how bad will my math exam be(again).But i also cant be undecided,i dont want be a last-minute type of person who decides about what major that he/she wants to take in 3 days before.So here's what i've got so far:

1.Business : haha i dont know where did i got the inspiration but it feels kind of cool to be an entrepreneur :D i'd love to have my own company someday...

2.Pschology: since i've experienced a lot of ups and downs last year,i became really interested to find out about what's been hiding in the minds of the people who changed into someone that i dont recognize anymore..you know who.

3.Int'l relations : it would be really fun if i followed the footsteps of my grandpa:D he seemed to have a blast working as a consul overseas...

ah gaya lo tif.hasil IGCSE aja belom keluar udah belagu.

But i guess there's nothing wrong to dream.Siapa tau jadi kenyataan kan ya gaa sih.

AMIN!

vocabs,randomness,and late night sandwiches.

2009-01-12T05:12:00.000-08:00

Monday, 08.45 pm
mood:inept
current song:jamie cullum,everlasting love

so here's some vocabs that just popped out from my SAT prep book.I know it sorta sounds like gibberish,but as surprised as i am,these words really do exsist.

1. TURPITUDE(n) :Inherent baseness or vileness of principle, words, or actions; shameful wickedness; depravity. (Goodness,i dont even know the meaning of depravity.)
*depravity(n) :The state of being depraved or corrupted; a vitiated state of moral character; general badness of character; wickedness of mind or heart; absence of religious feeling and principle.

2. SACROSANCTITY(adj) :–adjective
(a)extremely sacred or inviolable: a sacrosanct chamber in the temple.
(b)not to be entered or trespassed upon: She considered her home office sacrosanct.

hmph.so now i know how stupid i am.Look on the bright side,at least i learned some new words.

life has been so hectic,and i bet it will be even more stressfull in two or three months later.the SAT test,the AS level exam.All these stuff has deceptively jumbled my mind.and tearing it to pieces.i dont know when is this going to stop.Those fuvckn video games had made me become dumber and dumber as i am today.i have to stop being so ridiculously stupid and stand up on my own two feet (not litterally).My body is also getting fatter and fatter each day.Darn it.I better control my appetite or else i'll become a living couch.It's not that i dont like fat-ness or being fat.i like eating,i really do,and i dont usually control my appetite.But since i quit on all of my activities (that includes exercising) like tennis and swimming and dancing,i gained like so much pounds.I also cant stop having late night snacks whenever i feel tired or stressed out.It's just so relaxing and it always lifts up my mood.Its getting late,i better go back to studying :D

ciao

2008 WRAP UP

2009-01-03T07:11:00.000-08:00

hey people

i know it's sort of too late to make these kind of postings since its already 2009 but since most of my friends are posting resolution notes,reminiscing stupid and retarded yet memorable and unforgettable stuff,so i decided to make one myself:)
whoa,where should i start?there's just to much memories to think of.i think i'm starting to burst into tears any minute now.

This past year has been like a stupendous roller coaster.I've had ton's of problems(although i had better times as well,of course.),made new friends,learned new stuff and also tried to see and solve the problems i had in a better way.Overall i think that i did a pretty good job.I know i'm still fragile and vulnerable but thanks to the people around me i learned to be a better human being,inside and outside.If nadia's song for 08 is miss independent then mine will be "fighter" by christina aguilera hahaha

untuk yang PERTAMA dan TERUTAMA.God almighty,Thank you for all of the endless and uncountable blessing's that you have given me,for giving me everything that i need and for knowing what's good for me....

For those who taught me how to survive and how to be strong by letting me fall so that i could learn to get up by myself and and to face my problems instead of running away,i never ever regretted that i had you in my life. i thank you for everything,at least now i learned to keep myself together,and i also got tougher,thank God.

For those who taught me the meaning of friendship,always being there,loving me through all my flaw,accepting me as who i am,tried to get rid of my bad habits,and helped me to face the tough times that i've had.Words can't ever describe how much i appreciate and love you guys,i dont know how i'm gonna repay you for all of the wonderful things that you have done.You bring color to my life!!! :D

For those who Praises the Lord through songs and hymns with me..
Your beautiful and angelic voices,your spirit to always serve Him lights up my soul and gives enlightenment for me to serve Him even more! One NAFIRI one VOICE!

For those who has followed me through my whole life,saw my ups and downs and,joined in to the roller coaster of my life,thank you always being there to accompany me and thank you for being such a good listener :) you know who you are :):):)

For those who've always supported me and helped me reach my goals that i thought would be impossible....thank you for always believing in me.thank you for never giving up on me.You ain't seen nothing yet,i'll work harder and i promise that i wont let you down!

For those who i've dissapointed,or maybe i've hurt this year..
i'm sorry,i didn't mean to do such horrible things,i hope you will forgive me because i'm also learning from my mistakes and i'll try my best not to repeat them :)

or those who doesn't treat me as a friend,for those who thinks and tells me that i'm not good enough,i hope that we could finish what's in the past and treat each other just as it is meant to be.I dont want to have any enemies,i want to make friends:)

And for you,the one who taught me a lot of things,helped me with most of my problems and never leaving my side for bad or for worse,through sickness and health (hahaha apaan sih serius serius) I thank you for accepting me and turning me into a better person.I know i can be selfish at some times but we still can work things out,i promise to change and get rid of my bad habits,so i bet we'll get along just fine this year:D

I hope this new year will bring out the best of all of us.

God bless you all,i love you guys so much!

sekian dan terimakasih :P

--tiffany

-_-

2008-12-30T09:18:00.000-08:00

im sick and tired of staying QUIET,being like ms.goody-two-shoes and acting like nothing's wrong.because there is something that's really bothering me for this past (God knows when) time.im not the only one who's feeling the pain and i'm not the only one who's being hurt.Although i know that all my actions has its own consequences,but im willing to take the risk.I guess that's what you get from standing up in what you think and what you believe in.Besides,today i am truly inspired by the quote that i googled and that i displayed at the top of my blog : "The greatest mistake you can make in life is to continually be afraid you will make one." -Elbert Hubbard"
and hopefully whatever happens tomorrow is for the best.Amen.
Help me God,i need you.

report card

2008-12-21T04:52:00.000-08:00

after eating endless martabak's and plopping several ferrero rochers i suddenly feel much better.Mum also already tried to cheer me up by saying "it's not that he doesn't appreciate you for what you have already achieved anak,i'm sure that he's very proud of you,he just has his own ways to show it.I've seen your report cards from your previous grades,and by what that i have seen today,i am so proud of you.I know you can do it!" So we celebrated by buying tons and tons of food and eating it at malabar,with tante seruni :)
I really dont know,either if this is one of my random moodswings or i'm just going completely mad.At first things were just fine until suddenly around 10 minutes later i was like shouting on the phone saying things like "Could you please just appreciate me a bit?aren't you proud of me?" or "Fine,i'll transfer schools or something,if that's what you really want!"I admit that i was completely shocked when i saw that i got straight B's! (except math.i got a C,but that doesn't count )
Sure,my report card wasn't that perfect,i still have some flaws in the (surprisingly) regular reportcard that we used for the national curriculum,but COME OOON! straight b's? that's total improvement from the STRAIGHT F'S and 2 E'S that i got last year!Okaaay i was expecting for a compliment ,so maybe when all i got was "you still have a lot to work on" and "i cant believe you failed this kind of subjects tiff,what have you been doing for the past 2 years??"instead of "good work,i'm so proud of you" i was flabbergasted.So if your reading this,i just want to say that i'm sorry.I know that every bit and detail of my report card is really important.So i'll try to be a lot better,for the sake of my future.There,i've let it all out.

thanks.

2008-12-20T04:58:00.000-08:00

Makasih banget buat nilai-nilai ku hari ini ya Tuhan,mungkin emang belom maksimal tapi buat gue ini udah sangat teramat amat bagus.Im the only one who knows how hard i studied just to past this semester,so i dont even care about SOMEBODY'S COMMENT who says that i'm stupid or worthless or not smart enough.i know i'm smart.i can do this.i'm just 1 step closer.i just need to work harder and get rid of my bad habits.you'll see!

useless

2008-12-18T23:33:00.000-08:00

14.45 pm,19th december 2008
mood:sleepy
current song playing :robin thicke-lost without you

looks like i'm still having those terrible moodswings...
note to self:better get rid of this bad habit!

God,i feel so useless.I've never felt so horrible and miserable in my life.Please oh please spin my wheel of life.I'm tired living in the pathetic side where i will always feel stupid and lame and horrible and not less than a person who doesn't have any life plans(amit amit).Why does suddenly all of the people that's surrounding me starts to come out from their shell and,most of them becomes this really beautiful extravagant gorgeous human being.

It's not that i'm not thankful for all of the blessings God has given to me,but after all i'm only human,with all of its own potentials and weaknesses.And i have those days when i feel like im hopeless.that day is today.

I've been educating myself with words of wisdom and tons of inspirational quotes about always believing in myself and never giving up etc etc but it seems that doesnt give either any effects or mood changes to me.

Nah,i'm sure that I have my own potentials,time will tell when will i realize and develop those wonderful gifts.I just have to be more optimistic in life.Oh yeah and another thing,GET RID OF MY LAZINESS! get your lazy ass up and start on searching!

FUTSAL

2008-12-18T06:33:00.000-08:00

21:47,18th dec 2008
mood:moody
current song playing:if i were a boy-beyonce

despite the exhausting night yesterday,i woke up the following day with a huge smile on my face.Today's the day.Im finally going to play futsal with my classmates(fyi,futsal is similar like soccer,only its in a smaller scale).by 'futsal' means burning calories,and by 'burning calories' means that i could loose weight!:D
So,i jumped right away and went straight away to the bathroom because i really dont want to be late,since someone else is picking me up.

(by the way before you continue on reading the rest of this post,please excuse my ways of writing,i'm currently having sudden moodswings so i might change languages to indo/english for some paragraphs)

Otw to axc,im suddenly having second toughts.i was like "ah gue useless doang paling disana,waktu terakhir kali main gue ga berguna sama sekali,cuma bisa bikin tim gue kalah doang..apa gue ga ikut aja yaaaa?" but i guess its too late so i ended up participating anyway,meskipun ga enak sama temen2 yang lain.takut mengacaukan permainan karena kebegoan gue hahahaha..Tapi kadang2 gue bingung kenapa mereka tetep ijinin gue main,apakah gue yang emang lebay atau mereka yang kelewat baiiiik banget sama gue hehehe i love you guys:)
25 minutes passed by,dan gue masih melenggang di lapangan futsal dengan uselessnya.kalo dikasih bola palingan gue ga bisa nendang dan opernya pasti miring until suddenly gue ngerasa kepanggil untuk menjadi goalie/kiper.mungkin aja kan gue bisa jadi more useful kalo misalnya nangkep2 bola di gawang gitu.jadi akhirnya gue minta tukeran..Dan ternyata boleh lah,gue menjadi agak sedikit berguna dibanding waktu jadi pemain..ada 3 kicks yang gue blok.dan kalo ga salah 2-dari tendangan itu ditendang sama si ading,jeger abis kan awalnya gw udah takut abis secara ading tenaganya lumayan besar tapi untunglah gue masih selamat hehehe.waktu sekitar 15 menitan sblm selesai tanding gue masih jaga gawangnya,dan ada bola terakhir dateng dari anak2 science.
Inget banget gue bola itu yang nendang si widi,tapi begonya pas dia nendang bola,gue refleks nunduk buat nangkep pake tangan tapi kenanya malahan pas di TULANG HIDUNG GUE hahahahahahahaha(no hard feelings wid,tenang aja) sekilas gue langsung blur pusing2 dikit tapi ternyata gapapa lah (untung hidung gue pesek hehe) eh pas disamperin sesama anak2 lain katanya berkat tulang idung gue,bolanya malah mental lagi jadi ips ga jadi kebobolan poin deh:)seneng deh bisa jadi agak berguna hahaha
meskipun yang menang science dan humanity kalah jauh tapi seru juga ternyata main futsal kaya gitu ehehe ayo dooong cb main lagii main lagggiiiiii:D:D:D:D
Abis futsal yah kita do the usual things lah,kaya makan di gading batavia terus nonton film di 21.tapi filmnya yang bikin UNUSUAL.buset gue ga pernah liat filem se-pathetic se-lame se-stupid itu di hidup gue,tapi gapapa lah cuma 12ribu ini,mungkin emang worthit nya buat dapet filem2 level begitu hahahahaha ayo dong cb jalan lagi jalan lagiii i love u guys!

kolam madu cap momma cika

2008-12-07T05:05:00.000-08:00

ps :before you continue on reading it,im just posting this random post out of my constant imagination that i cant seem to keep to myself and just because of boredom so this is really sudden and out of the blue.

Karena tadi abis nonton twiligh dan kepincut sama si Robert Pattinson,akhirnya gue juga memutuskan untuk membuat beberapa posting about these charming not to mention waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay hot guys. (Daniel,jangan marah ya.i'm just doing this for fun haahaha) Soalnya gue juga inspired sama blog2 dengan topik sejenis yang dibuat temen2 gue seperti Kolam Madu Cap SALJU : by arinda and MOOCHIE VS CARRIE (kolam madu):by nadia Sabrina
jadi gue pengen melanjutkan posting kolam madu,with a little bit of momma cika's touch:P

ROBERT PATTINSON

Ga tau apakah emang gue beneran tertarik,atau emang cuma jadi idola sesaat gara-gara gue nonton twilight,tetapi yang jelas this guy transformed into a different person since i last saw him in harry potter.Badannya ga terlalu muscular sih,tapi cukup toned lah untuk membuat dia jadi idola dan dikejar ratusan wanita.Yang membuat gue belom bisa keluarin muka nya dari otak gue (cie elah gue najis) is his mesmerizing smile :D mungkin emang gara2 di filmnya kebanyakan jutek jadi kalo sekali senyum jadi cakep banget atau gimana ya gue ga tau juga lah yaa haha untungnya masih bisa menahan diri deh HAHAHAHA AAPAAN SIH LOO TIFFFFFFFFFFFF

DANIEL RADCLIFFE
Sebelumnya plis plis plis plis banget jangan ketawain gue.Gue tau mungkin sekarang you might know him as the unattractive guy who has a weird sense of style because he wears vests and tight t-shirts or something tapi jujur aja sebenernya gue udah jatuh cinta jatuh hati sama dia sejak kelas 5 sd.Sejak dia main di harry potter yang pertama.ah gitu deh.His blue and greenish eyes.His brown hair.His smile.The way he talks.The way he laughs.Just perfect!Meskipun sekarang udah banyak ketauan flaws nya cuman ga papa ah ga ngaruh buat gueeeee (cie elah si ganjen) :D

CHRIS EVANS
Perfect,just PERFECT.nothing else to say.I dont know if there is any girl in this entire universe that would say NO to him.If so,then i bet she is really stupid for wasting such a great opportunity (haha no offense ya kalo ada yang ngerasa).i bet his big break in fantastic 4 has just been really successful and taken him to a new level in the filming industry,although i've never seen the rest of his movies he ..Btw,the other reason that i choose him is because he looks like someone else that ive been idolizing as well for so long (if you know who i mean ni,po ;P) Gosh,i'm out of words..

Okay people,i know maybe some of you are already disgusted by this post,or some of you have even puked (yes,including you daniel!)So i'll just stop typing because i'm really tired and out of words,my fingers feels like they're burning and i've got to get to my beauty sleep because someone's special is coming to my house tomorrow!!!!i'ts lucky that i have my own prince charming,and not to mention eye candy,that i can see and talk to every day ;)

cheerio

-tiffy (or in this case,mama cika..my special codeword for carrie and moochie!)

twilight

2008-12-07T04:47:00.000-08:00

Sebetulnya gue nggak terlalu nunggu-nunggu banget buat nonton film ini,karena gw juga nggak ngikutin novelnya,jadi ya kalo emang bisa nonton ya monggo,kalo ga sempet juga nggak papa.Tapi akhirnya gue nonton juga hari minggu ini sehabis latihan nafiri,karena valerie,nataya dan kak esti ini pengikut-pengikut setianya twilight.Ditambah lagi denger2 cowo yang jadi edward cullen nya ganteng,jadi yang lain juga pada penasaran hehehehe :D
Pas nyampe di 21 udah telat,tapi gw sempet nangkep lah kira2 inti ceritanya gimana,tapi pas liat cowonya hmmm kayanya gue pernah liat dimana gitu kan,eh ternyataaaa dia yang jadi cedrig diggory di harry potter ituuuuu!buset dah dulu emang udah ganteng sih cuman kan agak2 cungkring gitu jadi gw perhatiinnya emang cuman sesaat aja..sekarang deh buseeeeeeeeeeettttttt badannya udah keliatan lebih toned,mukanya berubah lebih dewasaa aduuuuh ok banget (najis ganjen abis gue)
The story overall was really sweet! (ya gue ikutin story nya juga lah,masa liat cowo nya doang hehe) ceritanya tentang forbidden love,sebenernya ga kesampean tapi saking cintanya jadi sampe sampe juga.The other thing that i like about this movie is because its different than the other love stories that you usually see..Biasanya kan yang kaya the usual prince charming,terus cewenya juga cantik terus cuma ada masalah pihak ke 3 terus langsung live happily ever after.Kalo ini,cowonya vampir,harus nahan hawa nafsu biar ga makan cewenya sendiri pula haha,i bet it must be really difficult kalo ada pasangan beneran yang kaya gini...4 thumbs up!jadi penasaran buat baca bukunya yang kedua nih :) :) :) :) :)

1st pre SATs course

2008-12-06T00:36:00.000-08:00

Hey people
First of all,im apologizing in advanced if i might type something unusualor out of the context because im still getting through this severe headache.Gosh,i'm really exhausted.Just got back from my 1st preSAT course.I thought the first course was usually something more like a "pengenalan" or getting-to-know-what-we-are-actually-going-do thing,since this is going to be done in a weekly basis.Ternyata pikiran gue salah saudara saudara.The moment i entered the room,the guy that's sitting in the front (i think its supposed to be the teacher or something) asks my name,how to spell my middle name,why do i want to take the SATs,Which College am i planning to apply to,and told me to sit down.A few minutes after that,He gave us a booklet and an answer sheet.It turned out that today is the PRACTICE TEST DAY ,which means that we're going to work on different kinds of papers just like how they do it in the real test.I am so not prepared for this

SECTION 1 : essay page. There was this random quote that they took from the "7 pillars of health" book.And they also explained something about how important is it to dream and will you still be happy when you dont have one..After 5 minutes of doodling and thinking of something important to say,i finally managed to write something and think about something.Thank God.

SECTION 2 : english literature fill in the blanks and answer according to the paragraph stuff :no comment.

SECTION 3 : MATHS.i dont want to even talk about this one

SECTION4 : English grammar circle the wrong words or something,i dont remember.

SECTION 5 :i forgot.i think it was also something about english grammar

-------------lunch break------------------

SECTION 6 : something similar like section 2

SECTION 7 : MATHS.eww,gross.

SECTION 8 : english ,answer these questions according to the paragraph

SECTION 9 : english something,i forgot

SECTION 10: similar to section 9

The moment the teacher told us to hand in all the papers,i was completely devastated.Im quite sure that i didn't focus well enough and i think that i wont get a good score.Not to mention that everybody in the classroom seems to know and recognize everyone else because they go to the same school except ME. So here i am ,the friendless girl who eats at dunkin donuts alone and always 5 minutes early before the lunch break ends because i have nobody to talk to while everyone else is chatting animatedly. Whoa,is it just me,or am i really dramatizing on most of the events that are occuring?hmm maybe its just a case of PMS or something,lets just hope that i will finally get a good score and will finally have friends.

cheers for a good future!

-tiffany

5 random things(again,i'm bored)

2008-12-05T06:34:00.000-08:00

Firstly, describe the current you in 5 words:
having a period really desperate

5 things you love about life:
fresh air,family,love,friends,happines!

5 famous people you'd love to meet:
the olsen twins (that counts as 2) shia laBeouf daniel radcliffe mischa barton

5 movies you love:
bladez of glory,rattatouile,harry potter,facing the giants,bring it on

5 professions you'd love to have:
Chef/cook, successfullllll businesswoman,celebrity stylist,diplomat,love consultant (teeheee)

5 best authors:
J.K. Rowling, Dan Brown, Meg Cabot, Cecily Von Ziegesar,Sophie Kinsella

5 inspirations:
Jesus Christ,Mommy,Daniel,successful people,Gramps

5 favorite stuff:
Cellphone,Computer,My teddybear,Pretzels,Creampuffs

5 things you hate:
INJECTIONS (najis ih amit2) Cockroaches my sometimes- hunched-back posture

5 favorite places:
Home, mall,mom's apartment,borders,starbucks near mom's office ;P

5 girls/guys you are currently liking:
daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel

5 things you wanna improve more about yourself:
BERDIRI TEGAK ,mendekatkan diri kepada Tuhan,makin rajin,LOOSE WEIGHT,learn to drive

5 things you would take to a deserted island:
Bible,Cellphone (With a recharged battery),Laptop,A vending machine full F&B's,my lucky bracelet

5 places you wanna visit:
USA,Spain,Switzerland,Japan,Rome!

5 things you really want:
Have A*'s in most of the subjects that i'm taking (minimal B lah:D) Loose weight, SIM,KTP,the ability to go to the US RIGHT NOW! (whatever that is)

5 songs make you cry most:
u'll be in my heart:usher
you're my safest place to hide :the backstreet boys
Mujizat itu nyata :religious singers
i forgot the rest :P

5 impossible dreams:
Turn Back time,Have doraemon's pocket,Be a doctor,Become an Actress (hmm maybe),Have superpowers

5 dreams in the future:
Finish my studies in Indo with a good score,Get accepted into COLLEGE of WILLIAM & MARY,Get a good job,Get married with my soulmate,Have kids

The rules to fill this are:
1) You own a blog where you're gonna post this to,
2) You currently feel bored,
3) You won't skip any question,
4) You're alive, and
5) You're gonna send this to 5 friends to fill these up.

ga penting.

2008-12-05T05:18:00.000-08:00

just got back home from an extra math class in universal.Gosh,i' m really exhausted. Mana tadi abis ribut sama daniel pula.Dia ga jadi kerumah gue lagi.Padahal udah ngarepin banget niiiiiiiiiiih tau taunya ga jadi soalnya kemaleman -_________- ya udah lah ya kalo emang ga jodoh mau diapain lagi ya ga sih.Besides i've already done my dont-worry-everything-will be alright eating routine by taking a quick stop by the bakery near universal,buying 5 pieces of bread and mini-cakes,eaten them all,then having a nice big bowl of rice and soto ayam for dinner.So im a lot better now:) ga tau mau ngomongin apa lagi sekarang.Sebenernya tadi lagi niat nulis,tapi sejak ribut sama dp,terus sekarang udah banyak banget nyamuk nya jadi males.ntar lagi aja deeh,i'll be back!

--tiffy

The "Special Grocery List"

2008-12-04T23:08:00.000-08:00

Hey guys,
Yesterday my mom sent me a new email about this miracle that happened to a poor lady.I've actually heard this story before from daniel,but since i want to share it all with you guys,and the email also told me to forward it to everyone,i might as well just repost it in my blog,so that more people can read it.Be Blessed everyone!

ps:feel free to also copy-paste this article from my blog :)

"SPECIAL GROCERY LIST"
Louise Redden, a poorly dressed lady with a look of defeat on her face, walked into a grocery store. She approached the owner of the store in a most humble manner and asked if he would let her charge a few groceries. She softly explained that her husband was very ill and unable to work, they had seven children and they needed food.
John Longhouse, the grocer, scoffed at her and requested that she leave his store at once. Visualizing the family needs, she said: 'Please, sir! I will bring you the money just as soon as I can.'John told her he could not give her credit, since she did not have a charge account at his store. Standing beside the counter was a customer who overheard the conversation between the two. The customer walked forward and told the grocer that he would stand good for whatever she needed for her family.
The grocer said in a very reluctant voice, 'Do you have a grocery list?' Louise replied, 'Yes sir.' 'O.K' he said, 'put your grocery list on the scales and whatever your grocery list weighs, I will give you that amount in groceries.'Louise hesitated a moment with a bowed head, then she reached into her purse and took out a piece of paper and scribbled something on it. She then laid the piece of paper on the scale carefully with her head still bowed. The eyes of the grocer and the customer showed amazement when the scales went down and stayed down.The grocer, staring at the scales, turned slowly to the customer and said begrudgingly, 'I can't believe it.' The customer smiled and the grocer started putting the groceries on the other side of the scales.
The scale did not balance so she continued to put more and more groceries on them until the ales would hold no more. The grocer stood there in utter disgust. Finally, he grabbed the piece of paper from the scales and looked at it with greater amazement.It was not a grocery list, it was a prayer, which said:'Dear Lord, you know my needs and I am leaving this in your hands.' The grocer gave her the groceries that he hadGathered and stood in stunned silence.Louise thanked him and left the store. The other customer handed a fifty-dollar bill to the grocer and said; 'It was worth every penny of it. Only God Knows how much a prayer weighs.'

THE POWER: When you receive this, say a prayer. That's all you have to do. Just stop right now, and say a prayer of thanks for your own good fortune. Then please send this to all your friends and relatives.I believe if you will send this testimony out with prayer in faith, you will receive what you need God to do in your and your families' life . So dear heart, trust God to heal the sick, provide food for the hungry, clothes and shelter for those that don't have as we do. Amen & AmenDon't break this, please!Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive.There is no cost but a lot of rewards.May you always walk with Angels.God Bless!

++++++ I AM CLAIMING THIS FOR YOU+++++++++++

Three things will happen to you this coming week:
(1) You will find favor with someone you don't expect;
(2) You will be too relevant to be ignored;
(3) You will encounter God and you will never remain the same, Amen.

My prayer for you today:The eyes beholding this message shall not behold evil, the hands that will send this message to others shall not labor in vain, the mouth saying Amen to this prayer shall laugh forever. Remain in God's love as you send this prayer to everybody on your list. Have a lovely journey of life! Trust in the Lord with all your heart and He will never fail you because He is Awesome! If you truly need a blessing, continue reading this email:Heavenly Father, most Gracious and Loving God, I pray to you that you abundantly bless my family and me. I know that you recognize, that a family is more than just a mother, father, sister, brother, husband and wife, but all who believe and trust in you. Father, I send up a prayer request for blessings for not only the person who sent this to me, but for me and all that I have forwarded this message on to. And that the power of joined prayer by those who believe and trust in you is more powerful than anything. I thank you in advance for your blessings. Father God, deliver the person reading this right now from debt and debt burdens. Release your Godly wisdom that I may be a good steward over all that You have given me Father, for I know how wonderful and mighty you are and how if we just obey you and walk in your word and have the faith of a mustard seed that you will pour out blessings. I thank you now Lord for the recent blessings I have received and for the blessings yet to come because I know you are not done with me yet In Jesus name, I pray, Amen

TAKE 60 SECONDS and send this on quickly and with in hours, you will have caused a multitude of people to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and watch the power of God work in your life for doing the thing that you know He loves. Remain Blessed!!! Peace and Blessings...

hectic

2008-12-04T01:25:00.000-08:00

im to lazy too study.too bored to be watching tv.i cant sleep,there's just too much stuff wondering inside my head.so i decided to write another post about something thats currently occurring in my life.

oct-nov the 1st : the Cambridge international exam.Although i only took mathematics and biology,it took me almost 2 months to study for those subjects especially on biology because there's more theories and kingdoms and animal and human skeleton and body parts and other things to be memorized.O yeah,and i screwed up on math.BIG TIME.for the second time.

nov the 2nd-30th : it took me a few days too cool down from all the stress,because i also caught a cold and have to just relax at home for a few days.the rest was just in a big blur..monthly tests,homeworks and tutorials here and there...

dec the 1st-7th : the first regular curriculum exam.there's basic maths,economics,civics,divination,geography,history,accounting, Indonesian and Chinese.I think i screwed up on most of the subjects but the only thing i can do now is pray and hope for the best.

dec 8th : idul adha holiday ( 1 day,still have to study for the upcoming cambridge exam)

dec 9th-13th : the cambridge exam for the curriculum report card.Statistics,Advanced secondary PURE MATHEMATICS,economics,and business studies.I haven't done the exams yet,but lets hope that i'll try my absolute best.

not to mention that i still have to attend the SATs PREPARATION COURSES every SATURDAY MORNING until mid february...

and my throat's not feeling too well which means i cant attend some of the choir jobs that i have to participate to.please please oh pretty please,i dont want to have my tonsils removed!

oh well,i hope that everything will go on smoothly.Please God,help me to overcome all of this.

wish me luck!

BB

2008-11-27T03:18:00.000-08:00

Bukan,bukan..bukan "bb" yang itu,the "bb"that i'm going to talk about is BERAT badan.Some people find it easy to loose a couple of kgs (or in my case, 9 kgs) tapi menurut gue ini merupakan salah satu hal yang paling paling paling paling susah buat gue capai.Because i (usually) tend to eat when i'm stressed out,and this couple of months is considered the most stressfull months that i've been living on for the past year.Kalo setres biasanya langsung ke tukang gorengan terdekat,beli gorengan sampe 10 ribu,dimakan sendiri,terus langsung tidur.Ga tau nih kenapa,neskipun gue udah pasang beribu niat ga ngemil,ga makan nasi,atau ga makan coklat,pasti ujung2 nya gue terbawa godaan dan akhirnya gagal.Awalnya gue cuek cuek aja awalnya,soalnya Daniel dan Bokap Nyokap gue ga bawel...Sampe akhirnya hati gue terketuk karena "nasihat2" sindiran dari teman2 gue tersayang

Senen pagi,6 40 am
waktu itu bel masuknya belom bunyi,pas masuk kelas anak2 cb lagi pada gossip pagi..karena ga ada kursi kosong di tengah2,akhirnya gue ambil muffin gue dan duduk diatas meja,ps gue baru duduk..
L:"ti jangan duduk di meja doong,nanti mejanya roboh"
T:"ah elah buset deh lut sensi bener sih lo -_-"

(sebenarnya kejadian2 seperti ini udah sering gue alami,tapi kayanya minggu ini gw emang lagi sensi,jadi agak2 masuk2 kehati gitu deh )

Senin siang,abis pelajaran agama

N:"liat deh,gw baru bikin celana jeans dideket rumah popo,harganya 100rb lumayan yaa"
A:"10orb?mahal amat nad,di itc juga dapet 80rban kalii"
T:"80rb dr mana nda?kalo buat ukuran lo sih mungkin ada tapi kalo buat ukuran segede gue kayanya ga mungkin deeeeeeeeeeh"
L:"iya nda,ga mungkin lah,kan bahan yang dibutuhkan jauh lebih banyak buat bikin celana titi"
T:"zz ah udah ah ga usah diomongin lagi,...eh btw ac nya lagi mati ya?panas banget sih disini"
L:"ya iya lah panas abis ada looo siiiih tiiiiii"(mungkin dialog ini ga nyambung sama bb cuma yaudahlah gw masukin aja)

Kamis siang,Pelajaran Mr Galih..

Panitia:Selamat siang,kami mau nawarin kaos 21 cup,kalo beli 1 harganya 55rb,tapi kalo beli 2 hrgnya 100rb dgn persyaratan ukuran+gambarnya harus sama..
Y:"ti,kita kan mau gambar yang sama,mendingan kita beli bareng,ukurannya ga beda2 jauh kan?"
T:"eh boleh tuh yog yaudah deh,des gw samaan sama yoan ya kaosnyaa"
MG:"hah tiffany,ukuran kamu M,sama kaya yoan?i dont think so.."
L:"yaelah tiii,lo mah cocoknya pake ukuran xl tauu"
I/L:"kalo mau beli ukuran sama,elo tuh samanya kaya si asdut!(maaf ya sa,bukan gue yang ngomong) sama2 gede!"
I:"ckckckck titi titi..udah page,bage lagi.."

akhirnya dengan muka2 ga enak gue pesen size L sendiri...hahaha target baru gue (for the 1000000000000000000000th time)
1.olahraga
2.kurangin makan
3.kurusin badan
4.kurusin badan

kita lihat saja apakah gue bisa menghilangkan 9 kilo gue yang udah gue dapatkan 3 bulan yang lalu...ayo semangaaaaaaaaat!

10 random things

2008-11-26T04:52:00.000-08:00

10 facts about me

1. gue sebenernya tinggi,tapi bongkok parahh -_-

2. i (still) like to watch cartoons and play video games

3. i cant control my emotions,or my appetite (hehe)

4. i keep on hoping,hoping hoping and hoping agar mr X dan ms Y (you know who i
mean) bisa rujuk biar hidup gue agak tenang sedikit

5. i am madly deeply in love with my boyfriend

6. kalo sekarang ga ada cb,vgz sama temen2 deket gue yang lain,mungkin hidup gue
bakalan hancur (lebay,tapi emang beneran)

7. gue tergila-gila sama pretzel dan tempe mamanya inka

8. rambut gue super ekstra ekstra berminyak dan lambat pertumbuhannya

9. gue masih sampe sekarang pengen kurus,tapi gara2 alesan no 3, ga kesampean

10. i miss the joy of dancing!!! pengen dance lagi tapi ga tau dimana..

1. Each blogger must post this rules.2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themseves.3. Blogger that are tagged need to write about their own blog about their ten things and post. these rules . You need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names .4. Don’t forget to live them a comment telling them they’ve been tagged and to read your blog.

report card

2008-11-17T02:11:00.000-08:00

after eating endless martabak's and plopping several ferrero rochers i suddenly feel much better.Mum also already tried to cheer me up by saying "it's not that he doesn't appreciate you for what you have already achieved anak,i'm sure that he's very proud of you,he just has his own ways to show it.I've seen your report cards from your previous grades,and by what that i have seen today,i am so proud of you.I know you can do it!" So we celebrated by buying tons and tons of food and eating it at malabar,with tante seruni :)
I really dont know,either if this is one of my random moodswings or i'm just going completely mad.At first things were just fine until suddenly around 10 minutes later i was like shouting on the phone saying things like "Could you please just appreciate me a bit?aren't you proud of me?" or "Fine,i'll transfer schools or something,if that's what you really want!"
I admit that i was completely shocked when i saw that i got straight B's! (except mathi got a C,but that doesn't count ) Sure,my report card wasn't that perfect,i still have flaws in the (surprisingly) regular reportcard that we used for the national curriculum,but COME OOON! straight b's? that's total improvement from the STRAIGHT F'S and 2 E'S that i got last year!Okaaay i was expecting for a compliment ,so maybe when all i got was "you still have a lot to work on" and "i cant believe you failed this kind of subjects tiff,what have you been doing for the past 2 years??"instead of "good work,i'm so proud of you" i was flabbergasted.So if your reading this dad,i just want to say that i'm sorry.I know that every bit and detail of my report card is really important.So i'll try to be a lot better,for the sake of my future.There,i've let it all out.

SURPRISE PART 3 - DB CREW+thika

2008-10-28T22:35:00.000-07:00

Just when i tought that the surprises were going to stop....

Waktu mereka dateng,datengnya sebenernya udah telat banget bangetan,nyasar pula,sampe panik nelpon gue sama kennardy,tapi pas masuk ke ruangan mereka masih keukeuh bawa kue and nyanyiin gue happybirthday tiba2 (padahal suasananya lagi hening,baru selesai berdoa)hehehehe....ya ampun ga nyangka gue :) tapi yang paling bikin gue terharu waktu mereka tiba2 mau ngasih persembahan pujian buat ulang tahun gue...

(kelly ngasih kalimat pembuka)
K: "kita ini udah temenan sama tiffany lama banget,dari SD kira2..pesen2 kita buat tiffany,semoga di umur lo yang udah 17 ini lo makin dewasa & makin bijaksana dalam menghadapi masalah masalah lo,dan kalo misalnya ada masalah,jangan lupa buat selalu berpegang sama Tuhan Yesus..Ok kita mulai ya...

.....iringan gitar kennardy.....

Trimakasih Tuhan,
untuk kasih setiaMu
Yang kualami dalam hidupku
Trimakasih Yesus,
untuk kebaikanMu
Sepanjang hidupku....

Trimakasih Yesusku,
buat anugrah yang Kau bri
Sbab hari ini Tuhan ajarkan
syukur bagi ku..."

Sebenernya awalnya gue biasa aja,tapi pas si kelly udah mulai ngasih kata pembuka,tiba2 mata gue mulai berair...Pas masuk lirik kedua atau ke3,ga tahan lah gue,langsung lah airmata bercucuran..apalagi mereka nyanyinya diulang-ulang,makin histeris gue nangisnya hehehe...Makasih banget ya Teman-teman,sejak lo nyanyiin lagu itu gue baru sadar akan betapa banyaknya berkat Tuhan yang udah Dia kasih ke gue...

ILOVE YOU ALL ;) thankyouu <3

**kelly valerie mae christy petra thika randy pieter kennardy dp denok**

SURPEISE PART 2-CB

2008-10-26T06:50:00.000-07:00

jujur ya gue akui kalo yang ini bener2 UNEXPECTED.Gue bener-bener ga nyangkaaaa......SHOOCK!jadi abis dp dateng kerumah gue,gue cape banget secara dia baru pulang dari rumah gw jam 2,dan gue tiba-tiba dibangunin sekitar jam 6 pagi,dan untuk waktu 4 jam tidur gue belom cukup soalnya minggu ini gue rata2 emang kurang tidur gara-gara belajar buat exam..

25 oct 08,06-ish am
S(suster):kaaaaaaaaak bangun kaaaaaaaak
TOKTOKTOK
TOKTOK
S:kaaaaaaaaaak bangun!!
T:aduh entar aja deh ah (gue tidur 5 menit)

5 menit kemudian
S:KAAAAK KEBAKARAAAAAAAAN!(udah lemes)
T:aduh entar aja deeh
(grasak grusuk)
S:kaaaak banguuuun kaaaaaaak
T:aduh iya deh bentar bentar ah berisik bener sih

akhirnya dengan bau iler jigong,muka teler,rambut belah tengah lepek tapi kusut gara-gara 2 hari belom keramas,muka jerawatan gue buka pintu kamar..

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITIIIIII HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYY TITIIIIIIIIIIIIIII HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITIIIIIIIIIIII"

T:ya Tuhan..(speechless),terus tengkurep lagi di tempat tidur,trying to take it all in...plus salting:)

Ya ampun gue terharu banget sumpaaah
-pas gue perhatiin kue gue ternyata mereka beliin gue muffin nya breadtalk,yang fyi muffin kesukaan gue sepanjang masa...dan jumlah muffinnya 17 biji,sama kaya umur gue+dipitain warna pink 1-1 terus dikasih bendera bendera lucu bangeeeeeeeeeet
-hampir semua cewe cewe cb dateng,termasuk thika&widia yang biasanya jarang bergila gila sama kita
-si mumu bela-belain bawa mobil pagi pagi buat dateng kerumah gue

Ya ampun Ya ampun Ya ampun

Pas gue udah agak sadar kita foto2 dulu sama kue ulangtahun gue,dan tiup tiup lilin dulu..awalnya gue masih agak2 ga nyangka dan masih speechless dan masih nyoba buat jaim-jaim gitu jadi gue cuma bisa bilang "eh kalian so sweet banget awalnya gue kira ini dream come true jadi gue tidur lagi" garing abis sumpah.tapi akhirnya gue ga tahan dan akhirnya gue nangis juga jadinya hehehe abis kalian baik banget sih semuanya ya ampun gue masih ga nyangka buseet bela-belain buat bikin surprise untuk ku makasih banget ya semuanya aku sayangggggg banget sama kalian !!!!!muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

SURPEISE PART 1-DP

2008-10-26T05:25:00.000-07:00

DP lagi rese ih.dari beberapa hari yang lalu kerjaannya sok sibuk melulu.Alesannya ga abis-abis.Dari mau fotokopi buat kuliah lah,mau belajar bareng di rumah temen,mau ngepel,nyapu,bersihin mobil,mau berak,mau mandi,sampe mau cuci piring juga dijadiin alesan (i'm not making this up,guys).Tapi dia emang suka ga jelas gitu sih,jadi awalnya yah gue cuman marah-marah biasa aja.Gue ancem putus juga kayanya ga ngaruh,paling ngemengnya "putusin aja aku kalo berani" ah capek ah.padahal gue udah becandain "kamu lebih sayang piring ya daripada sama aku??"tapi ga ngaruh juga.Siapa sangka kalo ternyata dia udah bikin surprise buat gueee aaaaaaaaaaaaa ;,)

24 oct 08 12 am
T:sayaaaaaang kamu ngobrol doong udah lama banget kita ga ketemu+gossip bareng nih
D:aduh tiff lo gausah rese deh gue capek banget nih baru balik dari kampus (padahal hari ini harusnya dia nggak kuliah)
T:loh bukannya kamu ga kuliah?
D:em iya tapi aku cuma ambil buku doang blablablablalbla.......
T:yaudah nanti sorean aku telpon lagi deh
D:yaudah kalo aku bisa ya
T:Terserah lo deh ah udah seminggu ga pernah ngobrol lagi juga

24 oct 3 pm
T:Sayang kamu lagi apa?
D:aduh aduh ga bisa telepon sekarang nih lagi sibuk ya udah ya udah udah dadah
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and it keeps on going for a few times,on and on and on (actually its not such a big deal but he's been doing this to me for a week so im starting to feel abandoned-apaan sih bahasanya ih)
then suddenly,out of the blue ,

24 oct 10 45 pm
kelly:tiff eh ngobrol dong gimana lo apa kabar lo?
T:baik2 lo gimana kell?
K:gue juga baik iya nih kemaren ada yang ke sekolah aduh syok deh blablablabla....
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an hour later or so
K:iya nih terus terus apalagi ya apalagi ya tiff emm emm

'bzzzt bzzzt'(hape esia gue geter ceritanya,di screen tulisannya '.sayangkuu' calling)

T:halo?apaan?
D:em tiff aku cuma pengen minta maaf kalo aku ga pernah penuhin 1 pun permintaan romantis kamu selama 3 tahun
T:ho oh terus kenapa
D:maafin juga aku ga pernah penuhin permintaan kamu buat dateng kerumah kamu bawa bunga pake sepeda
T:heboh lo pe.
D:tapi sekarang aku lagi didepan rumah kamu pake mobil,keluar dong:D
T:HAAAAAAAAH BOHONG LO

yaampun ternyata beneran (fyi,dia paling susah kalo mau minta pinjem mobil,makanya gue terharu hiks) Terus pas keluar dia ngasih gue buket bunga aduuuuuuuuuh sumpaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh terharu banget banget ga bisa berenti nangis gueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
terus beberapa menit kemudian bokap gue juga pulang bawa kue yaampun SENENGNYA GILA GILAAAAAAAAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i've just gotten a boquet of red roses from my boyfriend who isnt so romantic and who never arranged and never did anything romantic from my 3 years of relationship.OMG

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY!

2008-10-26T05:11:00.000-07:00

It's not just a regular birthday,this time IT'S REALLY REALLY SPECIAL.i've gotten tons of surprises from my closest friends.OMG im soo overwhelmed,check out all the details in the next blogs :)

Biology 101

2008-10-24T02:14:00.000-07:00

i've decided to gain my courage by participating in the oct-nov biology exam.I really have no idea about why i'm even taking this exam,based on the fact that i'm more of the bussines-studies-and-economics kind of person.I dont even know where did i get the guts to take part in this exam.But i think I COMPLETELY BLEW IT OFF.I know it's still day 1,and its only like 20% from the whole score.But i dont know why i feel so pathetic and stupid for not preparing well enough.5 minutes before we all came inside the examination room,i felt like i'm going to be just fine,and everything that i studied is still posted inside my mind,but the moment when i sat and read the first question,then suddenly all of the stuff that i learned from last week is completely GONE.Oh well,i guess i'm just going to study harder for the 29th..and pray.Please,i cant afford another "U" in the subjects that im taking. 1 is just enough to completely ruin my life.

my 'cheer-up-you're-not-that-pathetic-and -still-have-a-life' song

2008-10-23T04:44:00.000-07:00

I can't believe it's over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writingthat was on the wall
If I'd only knew
The days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying

Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognize the girl you are today
And God I hope it's not too late
It's not too late'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Until the light comes pouring through
It's when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your world's crashing down
And you can't bear the crossI said, babe, you're not lost

Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy but you're not
Things have seemed to change
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
Until the light comes pouring through
It's when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe,you're not lost
And the world's crashing down
And you can not bear the cross

I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost

--lost,by michael buble