Showing posts with label miracles. Show all posts
Showing posts with label miracles. Show all posts

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

inconstant ambivalent-ness

I cant keep my feelings straight.A lot of things have been running in and out of my mind lately.

Just 10 minutes ago,when i was listening to my music player that i put on shuffle,it suddenly played one of my favorite songs that i always loved in the whole world: angel -by jack johnson ,followed by ordinary people by john legend.Just a nanosecond after the song started i started to think back,reminiscing the old times,the old wonderful times,where i could still break free and do whatever i want to do,the old times where i could do whatever i want to do,the old times that kept most of my unforgettable memories,Good or bad,Big or small,Important or Unimportant.The relationships that i've been through,All of my friends that i met...New friends...Old childhood friends that suddenly started to reappear out of nowhere...Former enemies that suddenly had turned into some of my closest friends.I know i usually take things for granted,but today i felt like i've learned about an important lesson in life.Live your life to the fullest and make sure that you always make the best of it every single day,because you never know what will happen to you in the days to come.

Friday, January 23, 2009

miracles do exist! :)

saturday,january 24th 2009,08 50 am(yes,i want to remember this moment forever)
mood : HAPPY!!!!

before i start,today's daddy's birthday.happy birthday daddy :)



i got good news..


I FINALLY PASSED MY IGCSE EXAAAAMMMM!!!!!!!!

i got a D in math and E in biology.THIS IS SUPER FREAKING COOL!!!
i was so surprised because at first when i saw the result sheet,my math score wasnt there..And some of my teachers told me to wait for Ms.Shinta because she's the one who has the original copy...and it turned out that i got a D in math!!
Before i bore you to death here's how the system goes..
when you get the result,the highest score is A* and the lowest score is U.So there's A,B,C,D,E,F,G,and U.i Know its a bit weird but this is how it is.

So getting a D in math isn't so bad after all :) because this is also my retake test and one of the teachers said that students who do the retake test usually gets a G or an F (if his/her score before is a U) but i got a D!And for someone like me,getting a D in maths is considered like a miracle!

i'm still speechless....this is beyond my imagination :D :D

turned out that it will be one of my best moments in life after all ;D


Thank you God,for giving me this miracle..I love you and i'll try my best to do better and better!

Gotta go,i have my SAT prep in 45 minutes..

over and out.

-tiffany

Sunday, December 21, 2008

report card

after eating endless martabak's and plopping several ferrero rochers i suddenly feel much better.Mum also already tried to cheer me up by saying "it's not that he doesn't appreciate you for what you have already achieved anak,i'm sure that he's very proud of you,he just has his own ways to show it.I've seen your report cards from your previous grades,and by what that i have seen today,i am so proud of you.I know you can do it!" So we celebrated by buying tons and tons of food and eating it at malabar,with tante seruni :)
I really dont know,either if this is one of my random moodswings or i'm just going completely mad.At first things were just fine until suddenly around 10 minutes later i was like shouting on the phone saying things like "Could you please just appreciate me a bit?aren't you proud of me?" or "Fine,i'll transfer schools or something,if that's what you really want!"I admit that i was completely shocked when i saw that i got straight B's! (except math.i got a C,but that doesn't count )
Sure,my report card wasn't that perfect,i still have some flaws in the (surprisingly) regular reportcard that we used for the national curriculum,but COME OOON! straight b's? that's total improvement from the STRAIGHT F'S and 2 E'S that i got last year!Okaaay i was expecting for a compliment ,so maybe when all i got was "you still have a lot to work on" and "i cant believe you failed this kind of subjects tiff,what have you been doing for the past 2 years??"instead of "good work,i'm so proud of you" i was flabbergasted.So if your reading this,i just want to say that i'm sorry.I know that every bit and detail of my report card is really important.So i'll try to be a lot better,for the sake of my future.There,i've let it all out.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

thanks.

Makasih banget buat nilai-nilai ku hari ini ya Tuhan,mungkin emang belom maksimal tapi buat gue ini udah sangat teramat amat bagus.Im the only one who knows how hard i studied just to past this semester,so i dont even care about SOMEBODY'S COMMENT who says that i'm stupid or worthless or not smart enough.i know i'm smart.i can do this.i'm just 1 step closer.i just need to work harder and get rid of my bad habits.you'll see!

Thursday, December 4, 2008

The "Special Grocery List"

Hey guys,
Yesterday my mom sent me a new email about this miracle that happened to a poor lady.I've actually heard this story before from daniel,but since i want to share it all with you guys,and the email also told me to forward it to everyone,i might as well just repost it in my blog,so that more people can read it.Be Blessed everyone!

ps:feel free to also copy-paste this article from my blog :)

"SPECIAL GROCERY LIST"
Louise Redden, a poorly dressed lady with a look of defeat on her face, walked into a grocery store. She approached the owner of the store in a most humble manner and asked if he would let her charge a few groceries. She softly explained that her husband was very ill and unable to work, they had seven children and they needed food.
John Longhouse, the grocer, scoffed at her and requested that she leave his store at once. Visualizing the family needs, she said: 'Please, sir! I will bring you the money just as soon as I can.'John told her he could not give her credit, since she did not have a charge account at his store. Standing beside the counter was a customer who overheard the conversation between the two. The customer walked forward and told the grocer that he would stand good for whatever she needed for her family.
The grocer said in a very reluctant voice, 'Do you have a grocery list?' Louise replied, 'Yes sir.' 'O.K' he said, 'put your grocery list on the scales and whatever your grocery list weighs, I will give you that amount in groceries.'Louise hesitated a moment with a bowed head, then she reached into her purse and took out a piece of paper and scribbled something on it. She then laid the piece of paper on the scale carefully with her head still bowed. The eyes of the grocer and the customer showed amazement when the scales went down and stayed down.The grocer, staring at the scales, turned slowly to the customer and said begrudgingly, 'I can't believe it.' The customer smiled and the grocer started putting the groceries on the other side of the scales.
The scale did not balance so she continued to put more and more groceries on them until the ales would hold no more. The grocer stood there in utter disgust. Finally, he grabbed the piece of paper from the scales and looked at it with greater amazement.It was not a grocery list, it was a prayer, which said:'Dear Lord, you know my needs and I am leaving this in your hands.' The grocer gave her the groceries that he hadGathered and stood in stunned silence.Louise thanked him and left the store. The other customer handed a fifty-dollar bill to the grocer and said; 'It was worth every penny of it. Only God Knows how much a prayer weighs.'

THE POWER: When you receive this, say a prayer. That's all you have to do. Just stop right now, and say a prayer of thanks for your own good fortune. Then please send this to all your friends and relatives.I believe if you will send this testimony out with prayer in faith, you will receive what you need God to do in your and your families' life . So dear heart, trust God to heal the sick, provide food for the hungry, clothes and shelter for those that don't have as we do. Amen & AmenDon't break this, please!Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive.There is no cost but a lot of rewards.May you always walk with Angels.God Bless!

++++++ I AM CLAIMING THIS FOR YOU+++++++++++

Three things will happen to you this coming week:
(1) You will find favor with someone you don't expect;
(2) You will be too relevant to be ignored;
(3) You will encounter God and you will never remain the same, Amen.

My prayer for you today:The eyes beholding this message shall not behold evil, the hands that will send this message to others shall not labor in vain, the mouth saying Amen to this prayer shall laugh forever. Remain in God's love as you send this prayer to everybody on your list. Have a lovely journey of life! Trust in the Lord with all your heart and He will never fail you because He is Awesome! If you truly need a blessing, continue reading this email:Heavenly Father, most Gracious and Loving God, I pray to you that you abundantly bless my family and me. I know that you recognize, that a family is more than just a mother, father, sister, brother, husband and wife, but all who believe and trust in you. Father, I send up a prayer request for blessings for not only the person who sent this to me, but for me and all that I have forwarded this message on to. And that the power of joined prayer by those who believe and trust in you is more powerful than anything. I thank you in advance for your blessings. Father God, deliver the person reading this right now from debt and debt burdens. Release your Godly wisdom that I may be a good steward over all that You have given me Father, for I know how wonderful and mighty you are and how if we just obey you and walk in your word and have the faith of a mustard seed that you will pour out blessings. I thank you now Lord for the recent blessings I have received and for the blessings yet to come because I know you are not done with me yet In Jesus name, I pray, Amen

TAKE 60 SECONDS and send this on quickly and with in hours, you will have caused a multitude of people to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and watch the power of God work in your life for doing the thing that you know He loves. Remain Blessed!!! Peace and Blessings...

Monday, November 17, 2008

report card

after eating endless martabak's and plopping several ferrero rochers i suddenly feel much better.Mum also already tried to cheer me up by saying "it's not that he doesn't appreciate you for what you have already achieved anak,i'm sure that he's very proud of you,he just has his own ways to show it.I've seen your report cards from your previous grades,and by what that i have seen today,i am so proud of you.I know you can do it!" So we celebrated by buying tons and tons of food and eating it at malabar,with tante seruni :)
I really dont know,either if this is one of my random moodswings or i'm just going completely mad.At first things were just fine until suddenly around 10 minutes later i was like shouting on the phone saying things like "Could you please just appreciate me a bit?aren't you proud of me?" or "Fine,i'll transfer schools or something,if that's what you really want!"
I admit that i was completely shocked when i saw that i got straight B's! (except mathi got a C,but that doesn't count ) Sure,my report card wasn't that perfect,i still have flaws in the (surprisingly) regular reportcard that we used for the national curriculum,but COME OOON! straight b's? that's total improvement from the STRAIGHT F'S and 2 E'S that i got last year!Okaaay i was expecting for a compliment ,so maybe when all i got was "you still have a lot to work on" and "i cant believe you failed this kind of subjects tiff,what have you been doing for the past 2 years??"instead of "good work,i'm so proud of you" i was flabbergasted.So if your reading this dad,i just want to say that i'm sorry.I know that every bit and detail of my report card is really important.So i'll try to be a lot better,for the sake of my future.There,i've let it all out.