my current obsession.

Goodness,youre so gorgeous.

i need a dose of optimism.

havent been posting anything in particular lately.Just loads of crap and random stuff that is obviously not important.The world has been revolving too fast around me and i need a freakin break.I feel like my whole world is crumbling to pieces,and turning into this absolute mess.I dont know why but i just feel like this is one of the difficult stages that i have to get through in my life.Can anybody please help me solve out this feat?

targets that has to be accomplished.

1.LOOSE WEIGHT.ive been looking like a fat cow lately (not to be exaggerating) ive gained another 3 kgs and i have to really stop eating.All this chocolate covered pretzel munching without any amount of exercise has my stomach into this really huge...thing.its not that im not greatfull for His blessings,but i just need to change some of my eating habbits.

2.STUDY FOR THE A-LEVEL EXAMS.enough said,its already the 15th of april and unless i want to pay another 1,5 million rupiahs,i have to move my lazy ass and start to look for past papers and additional materials.

3.STUDY FOR THE SAT.my score hasnt increased in quite a while.One of my seniors already got accepted in GWU,and some of my friends managed to get a 2000 something,so i better get moving and studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy


AARRRRGHHHHH.please excuse my ways of writing,maybe some flaws of broken english here and there.im just having a random stressed-out moment.thankyou