Sunday, February 15, 2009

another random post

happy (belated) valentine's day everyone!
i didnt have a plan to go anywere at first,so when i decided that i really wanted to have dinner at someplace after all,it turned out that most of our favorite restaurant's are all fully booked:( i know its totally last minute,cant blame them anyway...
Hmm i also dont prefer going to malls in this time of day.I know that it'll be bloody crowded with couples in matching probably white or black or pink and blue t-shrits.So i ended up spending my precious time at home,told daniel to stop by for a few hours,watched dvd and went online to google for stupid websites about love stories and love quotes.hahaha totally dry and corny i know,but we had fun :D

speaking of yesterday,i also did the 3rd trial test.I know that i did better in the math section (surprisingly) but im not so sure about the critical reading,sentence correction and the essay section.I still havent reached my goal to earn my desired score.Im still considered an amateur in this kind of stuff.There's still 900 points to go!

By the way,i think im sort of losing my touch.I dont know why,but i feel like some of my skills that i used to have are dissapearing into this big black hole.maybe i just have to brush my skills.But still,there's this really big negative aura circling around me.You guys might obviously know about this aura that im talking about (LAZINESS) :(

im starting to feel hungry.Gotta go.

(sorry for the randomness,just wanted to pour my unstable emotions)

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

the cutest thing ever;; a must-see!

Today at school nadia told me to check out my messages,she said that she left me a message about a link that sells cute earings,she said i might like it.So i went online straight away and checked it out..Nadia was right!!!!!Fyi,i am a really big fan of accesories that involves food like food stickers,food keychains and any kind of plastic-food-product that you could describe (i know its a bit freakish,but thats how it is. :P) When the loading finished it turned out to be an online shop!!!and they sell these really cute accesories that are totally unique and 1 of a kind.




here are the pictures!!


this one is my personal favorite!!i dont know why,but i just cant take my eyes of it :) <3>




I was going to order this one,but they sold out..sob ;(




This one is also irresistable.I think im going to buy the 3 of them!teehee ;9 ;9

by the way,if theres anyone of you who's interested,i'll leave the link for you to check it out.


http://www.friendster.com/photos/54628689/1/901719673#pic=2405523161747914204

enjoy!

hugs and kisses,

tiffany

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

my new blabla (copied from inka)

New hobbies (i think inka typed about 13 but im just gonna put in 10)

1.Main pet society
2.cengin the-new-it-couple yang baru jadian
3.Main TTC (teka teki cinta) sama dp
4.baca the shopaholic series
5.pinjem-pinjeman buku sama arinda & sabila
6.Berenang di arcici sama sabila
7.cari gambar2 makanan di google(i know this is a bit freakish tapi ya sudahlah)\
8.Cari gambar high heels buat di pesen di google
9.latihan dance setelah berhenti selama 2 tahun
10.maksa2 raja buat nambah cheat pet so gue :p

Saturday, February 7, 2009

random

mood:pissed off.
current song :Bubbly.

how come everyone around me has been acting like a jerk lately?are they all having a serious case of PMS of something?From somebody who never keeps his promise to me,to somebody who doesnt even have the time to talk to me anymore.they're all turning into major weirdo's.
hhm i guess this meltdown will keep on happening,on and off until (estimately) for the next two weeks.Geez,my blog is becoming more random everytime i try to write a new friggin post.
Fine,i'll just try to write something thats not too inconsequential today (but probably still useless)

here are the 10 things that ive been thinking about today :

1.I'm so pathetic,i suck at the things i (used to ) do.maybe i have to brush up my skills.but is 2 weeks enough?
2.I'm a bit hungry,i want to eat.but i dont want to keep on putting excess fat into my already fat body.
3.How am i going to increase my SAT score? I know it already increased for like 50 points,but still,its not enough to get into the uni's that i want.
4.I still cant believe i passed my math IGCSE ;)
5.i'm a little tired,just got home from my SAT prep.Maybe i should take a nap after i write this post.
6.Im still having dilemmas about where should i be confirmed.Paulus or Maranatha?help mee GOD!
7.I'm a little dubious about the decision that i made yesterday.Do i really want to take the A LEVEL in BUSINESS STUDIES?but i signed the form anyway,so might as well keep my word about it.
8.Something is a little bit wrong about my voice.Pleease dont let this happen.Im supposed to sing at my friends 17th birthday bash this friday.
9.When will daddy teach me how to drive?!?! im already 17 for goodness' sake.
10.I miss my mom.beyond measure.


im really tired.for real.over and out.
-tiffany.

Friday, February 6, 2009

bzzt

mood:exlpoding
current song:i dont even cufkin care anymore.

Just finished dance practice with my Junior High friends,for the 21st.I was supposed to go out to some place with my cousin but since there's a weirdo coming along,id rather stay at home than meet and see her face.i really dont want to meet the uninvited guest.You know,im sort of exhausted,i feel like bursting so i dont want to make a scene and explode during a so called family dinner.as if.Ah well.i dont even freakin care.staying at home and pouring all my feelings in this stupid post is way way better.

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

the desire.

mood:like an hourglass(keeps on changing every minute)
current song:lovebug,the jonas brothers.

i just saw the pictures of one of my 2nd degree friends that is currently living in the us;It was titled KBRI,because i was curious i clicked the open button straight away so i could see whats inside it.When the loading completed i finally saw all of the pictures and i was caught in awe for a slight second.Okay,not a second.A while.The Indonesian embassy is also located in DC,so i was obviously wanted to be in her position.In DC.The city which i obviously miss.The city where im going to finally break free and get new adventures.The things that im giving up,im sacrificing now,is for the sake of getting a chance to live in that city.To finally reunite with half of my family whom i havent met for ages,especially to reunite with my best friend,mom."whatever youre doing now,will determine what will you receive in the future.."those words that i received from her keeps on ringing in my head,over and over and over again.And that is creeping me out.Could i overcome such difficult obstacles?Could i finally reached the thing that i always dreamed of?I dont know the answers to my own future,i can only hope for the best and let God's plan just flow and lead me to its destination.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

my ego is bigger than my hips.

Yes,indeed.
For you who has seen me for over 100000 times,You might obviously know how big are my hips.And i finally had a conclusion about how selfish and contemptuous i can be.Especially in these kind of times,when im already allowed to make my own decisions.But the guilt always comes and creeps me out afterwards.oookaay ookay fiine.i finally already know which one to pick.Its better to get rid of our stupid ego and try to put ourselves in their shoes.Okay im sorry.I hope i passed my test towards being a mature -er -er-er girl.