apology

i know i've been acting so shitty and crappy for the past month.To tell you the truth,i dont even know whats actually gotten into me.So for the people whose feelings that ive hurt,im deeply thruthfully sorry..(please excuse the broken english.im just not really in the mood to actually think about the grammar) I know maybe i havent shown a sign of change from my attitude,but honestly,i'm really trying my best.So i hope you guys could understand.I really dont want to loose or even ruin our kinship that we have created.And although for some of you who felt that i've already ruin that bond,trust me,i didnt mean to.please oh pretty please accept my apology,just as like other people,im trying to change to be a better human being.thank you :)

inconstant ambivalent-ness

I cant keep my feelings straight.A lot of things have been running in and out of my mind lately.

Just 10 minutes ago,when i was listening to my music player that i put on shuffle,it suddenly played one of my favorite songs that i always loved in the whole world: angel -by jack johnson ,followed by ordinary people by john legend.Just a nanosecond after the song started i started to think back,reminiscing the old times,the old wonderful times,where i could still break free and do whatever i want to do,the old times where i could do whatever i want to do,the old times that kept most of my unforgettable memories,Good or bad,Big or small,Important or Unimportant.The relationships that i've been through,All of my friends that i met...New friends...Old childhood friends that suddenly started to reappear out of nowhere...Former enemies that suddenly had turned into some of my closest friends.I know i usually take things for granted,but today i felt like i've learned about an important lesson in life.Live your life to the fullest and make sure that you always make the best of it every single day,because you never know what will happen to you in the days to come.

hectic

pet society is getting pretty boring so while everybody's busy on facebook,tagging their pictures and chatting the day away i decided to write a new post.The problem is,i dunno what to tell u guys about.I know that there wouldn't be anyone who is gonna read my stupid blog anyway,so i might as well write anything that i want.First things first.Here's what happened in the past two months.

1.Petra and Yoan' s sweet 17 birthday bash.They're both turning seventeen,They're both my best friends,and their birthdays are held in the same day.And the same time.7 pm.But in a different venue,Petra's Birthday is held in tamani,located in north jakarta,and yoan' s birthday is held in caza suki,located in central jakarta.And im invited to both of the parties.As i said before,both are my best friends so i have to attend both of their parties.Fortunately,despite jakarta's unbearable traffic,i managed to get to both parties equally..YAAAY :D

2.the SAT's......the oh-so-fun SAT...T_T.Spending your saturday morning,for five hours studying critical reading and writing essays and solving math equations isn't really my kind of thing.But since i am going to continue my studies abroad,i better concentrate on this thing as well.or else....

3.Daniel's birthday:D i know it didn't happen just like i imagined it would be like (just like last year) but it turned out to be quite alright.All his friends were there and we had fun.Thanks to his brother and his friends who helped me to set up the surprise...

4.Random meetings,cathecism classes,and choir practices that i have to attend...

I really dont know when will i study for the A level exam that is in 3 more months.With this hectic schedule going on,i barely have time to relax,let alone to study for business.....hmm lets just hope that things will eventually get better.

cheerio,
tiffany