the desire.

mood:like an hourglass(keeps on changing every minute)
current song:lovebug,the jonas brothers.

i just saw the pictures of one of my 2nd degree friends that is currently living in the us;It was titled KBRI,because i was curious i clicked the open button straight away so i could see whats inside it.When the loading completed i finally saw all of the pictures and i was caught in awe for a slight second.Okay,not a second.A while.The Indonesian embassy is also located in DC,so i was obviously wanted to be in her position.In DC.The city which i obviously miss.The city where im going to finally break free and get new adventures.The things that im giving up,im sacrificing now,is for the sake of getting a chance to live in that city.To finally reunite with half of my family whom i havent met for ages,especially to reunite with my best friend,mom."whatever youre doing now,will determine what will you receive in the future.."those words that i received from her keeps on ringing in my head,over and over and over again.And that is creeping me out.Could i overcome such difficult obstacles?Could i finally reached the thing that i always dreamed of?I dont know the answers to my own future,i can only hope for the best and let God's plan just flow and lead me to its destination.