a misuse of time.

hello there.Im not supposed to be posting right now because im at school but i got kinda fired up because i accidentally read this blog about some lady who degrades our own program(please excuse my emotions).If you dont mind,i'd like to say a few things.

before i continue,i'm not posting this to choose a regular or international side,im just expressing the positive things that i felt as a student in an national plus curriculum.so chillax,no offense :)

1.Please,pretty please dont think that spending your money on an international program is a total waste.Because it isn't.Its worthwhile and you get to learn and experience a lot of things that you dont learn everyday

2.Being in a curriculum like this makes us receive the best of both worlds,you get two certificaates.You get to experience stuff from a state school,but you also could experience stuff as an international student,from the other curriculum.I't takes extra hard work,but once you succeed it feels like a breath of fresh air.teeheee:P

3.So what if i want to get an international curriculum and international education?Does it mean because im not a resident from a foreign country,i cant get an international curriculum?GET REAL.It's globalization and im 100% sure if you cant cooperate and work together with people from all over the world with different backgrounds and diffrent attitudes you wont succeed in life.

4.We're not that exclusive.We still pay our school tuition with RUPIAH,not with $.

I appreciate your very wise opinions but please,you may be smarter,you may be wiser,you may have a higher education than us,u may be older,but if you havent experienced being a student in a national plus curriculum BY YOURSELF ,please dont judge us just by using your partial knowledge.Try opening your eyes and see the positive sides as well,not just by saying bad things about it.Thanks.

my current obsessions

1.I want to graduate highschool with a certificate in:
a.Business studies (A level)
b.Economics (As level)
c.English language (As level) (i know that's too much,but hey,nothings impossible.riiiight?)
d.Indonesian (A level)
*and those national certificates that you get when you complete UAN and UAS as well.

2.I want my SAT to increase until at least 1900.please.I'm tired of being the dumbest in my SAT prep class.please please pretty pleaasee ;(

3.I want to move to D.C asap.I know i'll miss my friends and family and all,but part of me is excited to start a new adventure in life!Besides,almost all of my relatives from my mothers side lives in the US and i havent seen them for ages!it must be a blast to completely meet them again!!

4.I want Mr X and Ms Y to reunite and be together again (you know who they are folks)

5.I want to finally decide on what i want and what im finally going to do

6.I want to attend a dance class (again) since i quit my dance extracuricular thingie i've been really unhealthy and keep on getting headaches and tummyaches

------random obsessions----you dont have to pay much attention to this one.

7.I want to get a sidekick
8.I want to get accepted to my chosen university
9.I want to loose weight
10.I want to have a pair of designer heels
11.I want to look good in a dress
12.I want to learn tagalog.What kind of filipino am i?for not knowing my own language?
13.I want to go to Europe.


there.i'll add the list as soon as i have more obsessions to achieve.

ciao

miracles do exist! :)

saturday,january 24th 2009,08 50 am(yes,i want to remember this moment forever)
mood : HAPPY!!!!

before i start,today's daddy's birthday.happy birthday daddy :)



i got good news..


I FINALLY PASSED MY IGCSE EXAAAAMMMM!!!!!!!!

i got a D in math and E in biology.THIS IS SUPER FREAKING COOL!!!
i was so surprised because at first when i saw the result sheet,my math score wasnt there..And some of my teachers told me to wait for Ms.Shinta because she's the one who has the original copy...and it turned out that i got a D in math!!
Before i bore you to death here's how the system goes..
when you get the result,the highest score is A* and the lowest score is U.So there's A,B,C,D,E,F,G,and U.i Know its a bit weird but this is how it is.

So getting a D in math isn't so bad after all :) because this is also my retake test and one of the teachers said that students who do the retake test usually gets a G or an F (if his/her score before is a U) but i got a D!And for someone like me,getting a D in maths is considered like a miracle!

i'm still speechless....this is beyond my imagination :D :D

turned out that it will be one of my best moments in life after all ;D


Thank you God,for giving me this miracle..I love you and i'll try my best to do better and better!

Gotta go,i have my SAT prep in 45 minutes..

over and out.

-tiffany

ef-e-a-are

Thursday,09 00 pm
Mood : anxious.


It all started like this.Sometime around yesterday,Yoan told me that Mr edo already saw the results of our freakin IGCSE exam.The exam that i totally blew off a few months ago.But she doubted it and she said that all this isn't exactly true.I breathe a sigh of relief.But this morning i found out that all the stuff that yoan told me yesterday is actually FOR REAL.THE EXAMS RESULTS ARE REALLY OUT.OVER HERE IN INDONESIA.breathe tiff..breathe..
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Yes,they did say that the results are already published in indonesia,but its still very private and confidential so only a few teachers could see it.But still,its just the matter of time.This 2 weeks will either be one of the most happiest week of my life..........or not.It depends.lets just see what comes next.

stay tuned folks.
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GOD,please give me a miracle.i need Your help.


-tiffany

heart-breaking (kerjaan iseng anak smp)

sunday,10 14 pm
mood:sleepy
current song :the whitest boy alive-burning.

haha guess what i found guys!!

i think it was about 1 and a half years ago.one time i was really desperate about my relationship,and if im not mistaken,we were really super duper close to breaking up.and i was really confused and stuff so i decided to pour all of my feelings in a poem/lyric or whatever you may call it..and i accidentaly found that abandoned piece of paper today!!!(Gila gue sendiri aja kaget pas bacanya!where did i get all those inspirations and creativity juices from to create those kind of sentences??and those words really did rhyme hahahaha)

so here goes...............

december 10th 2007,22 26 pm

Although every lyric that i hear reminds me of you
I'll try to sing a different song
because i want to forget about you
Though i dont know if its the right way,that i belong (bagian ini ngaco abis sumpah.)

Some say we are meant to be together
We're a perfect match
But i say this cant last forever
And thats the word they cant seem to catch

I've known you well,you've known me better
But it doesnt mean we have to be together
So you go on yours,and i"ll go on mine
Who knows that now its time for us to shine

I care for you,i wish you well
So at the end of this i say my farewell
Take care of yourself,stay true to your heart
I'll always remember you,though we're miles apart..

-tiffany



(maaf ya kalau ada kesalahan grammar,maklum lah hehe)
**But it turned out that we didn't break up after all,and we're still together for almost 3 and a half years:D:D:D

ciee gue

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wednesday,07 50 pm
mood : queasy
current song playing :lovebug-jonas brothers.

My stomach feels like its going to explode any second.I'm supposed to have my no-junkfood-day but it was so tempting,and i just couldnt resist to have just a sip of coke and a small order of french fries.........so i ordered myself a chicken sandwich,upsized the friench fries and ate so fast till i was out of breath (fyi,i was just done studying pure maths,it was so tiring.and it was time to eat anyway :P ) Geez my topics are becoming lamer and and lamer everytime i write a new post.Lets just find another topic............

nah,i got nothing.just give me a second.i'll write again as soon as i already have something to write about

im out.

major dilemma

tuesday,10 10 pm
mood:hyper
current song :jamie cullum,these are the days

almost everybody in my class are having dilemmas about what are they going to major in for college,which college or university will they go to,and even envisioning themselves in 5 or 10 years later.I honestly cant imagine what will i be like in 5 more years,i'm even still waiting for my freakin IGCSE results which are crucially important.That piece of paper is going to have a great impact on how am i going to do in the future.Urgh i cant even imagine how bad will my math exam be(again).But i also cant be undecided,i dont want be a last-minute type of person who decides about what major that he/she wants to take in 3 days before.So here's what i've got so far:

1.Business : haha i dont know where did i got the inspiration but it feels kind of cool to be an entrepreneur :D i'd love to have my own company someday...

2.Pschology: since i've experienced a lot of ups and downs last year,i became really interested to find out about what's been hiding in the minds of the people who changed into someone that i dont recognize anymore..you know who.

3.Int'l relations : it would be really fun if i followed the footsteps of my grandpa:D he seemed to have a blast working as a consul overseas...

ah gaya lo tif.hasil IGCSE aja belom keluar udah belagu.

But i guess there's nothing wrong to dream.Siapa tau jadi kenyataan kan ya gaa sih.

AMIN!

vocabs,randomness,and late night sandwiches.

Monday, 08.45 pm
mood:inept
current song:jamie cullum,everlasting love

so here's some vocabs that just popped out from my SAT prep book.I know it sorta sounds like gibberish,but as surprised as i am,these words really do exsist.

1. TURPITUDE(n) :Inherent baseness or vileness of principle, words, or actions; shameful wickedness; depravity. (Goodness,i dont even know the meaning of depravity.)
*depravity(n) :The state of being depraved or corrupted; a vitiated state of moral character; general badness of character; wickedness of mind or heart; absence of religious feeling and principle.

2. SACROSANCTITY(adj) :–adjective
(a)extremely sacred or inviolable: a sacrosanct chamber in the temple.
(b)not to be entered or trespassed upon: She considered her home office sacrosanct.

hmph.so now i know how stupid i am.Look on the bright side,at least i learned some new words.

life has been so hectic,and i bet it will be even more stressfull in two or three months later.the SAT test,the AS level exam.All these stuff has deceptively jumbled my mind.and tearing it to pieces.i dont know when is this going to stop.Those fuvckn video games had made me become dumber and dumber as i am today.i have to stop being so ridiculously stupid and stand up on my own two feet (not litterally).My body is also getting fatter and fatter each day.Darn it.I better control my appetite or else i'll become a living couch.It's not that i dont like fat-ness or being fat.i like eating,i really do,and i dont usually control my appetite.But since i quit on all of my activities (that includes exercising) like tennis and swimming and dancing,i gained like so much pounds.I also cant stop having late night snacks whenever i feel tired or stressed out.It's just so relaxing and it always lifts up my mood.Its getting late,i better go back to studying :D

ciao

2008 WRAP UP

hey people

i know it's sort of too late to make these kind of postings since its already 2009 but since most of my friends are posting resolution notes,reminiscing stupid and retarded yet memorable and unforgettable stuff,so i decided to make one myself:)
whoa,where should i start?there's just to much memories to think of.i think i'm starting to burst into tears any minute now.

This past year has been like a stupendous roller coaster.I've had ton's of problems(although i had better times as well,of course.),made new friends,learned new stuff and also tried to see and solve the problems i had in a better way.Overall i think that i did a pretty good job.I know i'm still fragile and vulnerable but thanks to the people around me i learned to be a better human being,inside and outside.If nadia's song for 08 is miss independent then mine will be "fighter" by christina aguilera hahaha

untuk yang PERTAMA dan TERUTAMA.God almighty,Thank you for all of the endless and uncountable blessing's that you have given me,for giving me everything that i need and for knowing what's good for me....

For those who taught me how to survive and how to be strong by letting me fall so that i could learn to get up by myself and and to face my problems instead of running away,i never ever regretted that i had you in my life. i thank you for everything,at least now i learned to keep myself together,and i also got tougher,thank God.

For those who taught me the meaning of friendship,always being there,loving me through all my flaw,accepting me as who i am,tried to get rid of my bad habits,and helped me to face the tough times that i've had.Words can't ever describe how much i appreciate and love you guys,i dont know how i'm gonna repay you for all of the wonderful things that you have done.You bring color to my life!!! :D

For those who Praises the Lord through songs and hymns with me..
Your beautiful and angelic voices,your spirit to always serve Him lights up my soul and gives enlightenment for me to serve Him even more! One NAFIRI one VOICE!

For those who has followed me through my whole life,saw my ups and downs and,joined in to the roller coaster of my life,thank you always being there to accompany me and thank you for being such a good listener :) you know who you are :):):)

For those who've always supported me and helped me reach my goals that i thought would be impossible....thank you for always believing in me.thank you for never giving up on me.You ain't seen nothing yet,i'll work harder and i promise that i wont let you down!

For those who i've dissapointed,or maybe i've hurt this year..
i'm sorry,i didn't mean to do such horrible things,i hope you will forgive me because i'm also learning from my mistakes and i'll try my best not to repeat them :)

or those who doesn't treat me as a friend,for those who thinks and tells me that i'm not good enough,i hope that we could finish what's in the past and treat each other just as it is meant to be.I dont want to have any enemies,i want to make friends:)

And for you,the one who taught me a lot of things,helped me with most of my problems and never leaving my side for bad or for worse,through sickness and health (hahaha apaan sih serius serius) I thank you for accepting me and turning me into a better person.I know i can be selfish at some times but we still can work things out,i promise to change and get rid of my bad habits,so i bet we'll get along just fine this year:D

I hope this new year will bring out the best of all of us.

God bless you all,i love you guys so much!

sekian dan terimakasih :P

--tiffany