-_-

im sick and tired of staying QUIET,being like ms.goody-two-shoes and acting like nothing's wrong.because there is something that's really bothering me for this past (God knows when) time.im not the only one who's feeling the pain and i'm not the only one who's being hurt.Although i know that all my actions has its own consequences,but im willing to take the risk.I guess that's what you get from standing up in what you think and what you believe in.Besides,today i am truly inspired by the quote that i googled and that i displayed at the top of my blog : "The greatest mistake you can make in life is to continually be afraid you will make one." -Elbert Hubbard"
and hopefully whatever happens tomorrow is for the best.Amen.
Help me God,i need you.

report card

after eating endless martabak's and plopping several ferrero rochers i suddenly feel much better.Mum also already tried to cheer me up by saying "it's not that he doesn't appreciate you for what you have already achieved anak,i'm sure that he's very proud of you,he just has his own ways to show it.I've seen your report cards from your previous grades,and by what that i have seen today,i am so proud of you.I know you can do it!" So we celebrated by buying tons and tons of food and eating it at malabar,with tante seruni :)
I really dont know,either if this is one of my random moodswings or i'm just going completely mad.At first things were just fine until suddenly around 10 minutes later i was like shouting on the phone saying things like "Could you please just appreciate me a bit?aren't you proud of me?" or "Fine,i'll transfer schools or something,if that's what you really want!"I admit that i was completely shocked when i saw that i got straight B's! (except math.i got a C,but that doesn't count )
Sure,my report card wasn't that perfect,i still have some flaws in the (surprisingly) regular reportcard that we used for the national curriculum,but COME OOON! straight b's? that's total improvement from the STRAIGHT F'S and 2 E'S that i got last year!Okaaay i was expecting for a compliment ,so maybe when all i got was "you still have a lot to work on" and "i cant believe you failed this kind of subjects tiff,what have you been doing for the past 2 years??"instead of "good work,i'm so proud of you" i was flabbergasted.So if your reading this,i just want to say that i'm sorry.I know that every bit and detail of my report card is really important.So i'll try to be a lot better,for the sake of my future.There,i've let it all out.

thanks.

Makasih banget buat nilai-nilai ku hari ini ya Tuhan,mungkin emang belom maksimal tapi buat gue ini udah sangat teramat amat bagus.Im the only one who knows how hard i studied just to past this semester,so i dont even care about SOMEBODY'S COMMENT who says that i'm stupid or worthless or not smart enough.i know i'm smart.i can do this.i'm just 1 step closer.i just need to work harder and get rid of my bad habits.you'll see!

useless

14.45 pm,19th december 2008
mood:sleepy
current song playing :robin thicke-lost without you

looks like i'm still having those terrible moodswings...
note to self:better get rid of this bad habit!

God,i feel so useless.I've never felt so horrible and miserable in my life.Please oh please spin my wheel of life.I'm tired living in the pathetic side where i will always feel stupid and lame and horrible and not less than a person who doesn't have any life plans(amit amit).Why does suddenly all of the people that's surrounding me starts to come out from their shell and,most of them becomes this really beautiful extravagant gorgeous human being.

It's not that i'm not thankful for all of the blessings God has given to me,but after all i'm only human,with all of its own potentials and weaknesses.And i have those days when i feel like im hopeless.that day is today.

I've been educating myself with words of wisdom and tons of inspirational quotes about always believing in myself and never giving up etc etc but it seems that doesnt give either any effects or mood changes to me.

Nah,i'm sure that I have my own potentials,time will tell when will i realize and develop those wonderful gifts.I just have to be more optimistic in life.Oh yeah and another thing,GET RID OF MY LAZINESS! get your lazy ass up and start on searching!

FUTSAL

21:47,18th dec 2008
mood:moody
current song playing:if i were a boy-beyonce

despite the exhausting night yesterday,i woke up the following day with a huge smile on my face.Today's the day.Im finally going to play futsal with my classmates(fyi,futsal is similar like soccer,only its in a smaller scale).by 'futsal' means burning calories,and by 'burning calories' means that i could loose weight!:D
So,i jumped right away and went straight away to the bathroom because i really dont want to be late,since someone else is picking me up.

(by the way before you continue on reading the rest of this post,please excuse my ways of writing,i'm currently having sudden moodswings so i might change languages to indo/english for some paragraphs)

Otw to axc,im suddenly having second toughts.i was like "ah gue useless doang paling disana,waktu terakhir kali main gue ga berguna sama sekali,cuma bisa bikin tim gue kalah doang..apa gue ga ikut aja yaaaa?" but i guess its too late so i ended up participating anyway,meskipun ga enak sama temen2 yang lain.takut mengacaukan permainan karena kebegoan gue hahahaha..Tapi kadang2 gue bingung kenapa mereka tetep ijinin gue main,apakah gue yang emang lebay atau mereka yang kelewat baiiiik banget sama gue hehehe i love you guys:)
25 minutes passed by,dan gue masih melenggang di lapangan futsal dengan uselessnya.kalo dikasih bola palingan gue ga bisa nendang dan opernya pasti miring until suddenly gue ngerasa kepanggil untuk menjadi goalie/kiper.mungkin aja kan gue bisa jadi more useful kalo misalnya nangkep2 bola di gawang gitu.jadi akhirnya gue minta tukeran..Dan ternyata boleh lah,gue menjadi agak sedikit berguna dibanding waktu jadi pemain..ada 3 kicks yang gue blok.dan kalo ga salah 2-dari tendangan itu ditendang sama si ading,jeger abis kan awalnya gw udah takut abis secara ading tenaganya lumayan besar tapi untunglah gue masih selamat hehehe.waktu sekitar 15 menitan sblm selesai tanding gue masih jaga gawangnya,dan ada bola terakhir dateng dari anak2 science.
Inget banget gue bola itu yang nendang si widi,tapi begonya pas dia nendang bola,gue refleks nunduk buat nangkep pake tangan tapi kenanya malahan pas di TULANG HIDUNG GUE hahahahahahahaha(no hard feelings wid,tenang aja) sekilas gue langsung blur pusing2 dikit tapi ternyata gapapa lah (untung hidung gue pesek hehe) eh pas disamperin sesama anak2 lain katanya berkat tulang idung gue,bolanya malah mental lagi jadi ips ga jadi kebobolan poin deh:)seneng deh bisa jadi agak berguna hahaha
meskipun yang menang science dan humanity kalah jauh tapi seru juga ternyata main futsal kaya gitu ehehe ayo dooong cb main lagii main lagggiiiiii:D:D:D:D
Abis futsal yah kita do the usual things lah,kaya makan di gading batavia terus nonton film di 21.tapi filmnya yang bikin UNUSUAL.buset gue ga pernah liat filem se-pathetic se-lame se-stupid itu di hidup gue,tapi gapapa lah cuma 12ribu ini,mungkin emang worthit nya buat dapet filem2 level begitu hahahahaha ayo dong cb jalan lagi jalan lagiii i love u guys!

kolam madu cap momma cika

ps :before you continue on reading it,im just posting this random post out of my constant imagination that i cant seem to keep to myself and just because of boredom so this is really sudden and out of the blue.

Karena tadi abis nonton twiligh dan kepincut sama si Robert Pattinson,akhirnya gue juga memutuskan untuk membuat beberapa posting about these charming not to mention waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay hot guys. (Daniel,jangan marah ya.i'm just doing this for fun haahaha) Soalnya gue juga inspired sama blog2 dengan topik sejenis yang dibuat temen2 gue seperti Kolam Madu Cap SALJU : by arinda and MOOCHIE VS CARRIE (kolam madu):by nadia Sabrina
jadi gue pengen melanjutkan posting kolam madu,with a little bit of momma cika's touch:P



ROBERT PATTINSON

Ga tau apakah emang gue beneran tertarik,atau emang cuma jadi idola sesaat gara-gara gue nonton twilight,tetapi yang jelas this guy transformed into a different person since i last saw him in harry potter.Badannya ga terlalu muscular sih,tapi cukup toned lah untuk membuat dia jadi idola dan dikejar ratusan wanita.Yang membuat gue belom bisa keluarin muka nya dari otak gue (cie elah gue najis) is his mesmerizing smile :D mungkin emang gara2 di filmnya kebanyakan jutek jadi kalo sekali senyum jadi cakep banget atau gimana ya gue ga tau juga lah yaa haha untungnya masih bisa menahan diri deh HAHAHAHA AAPAAN SIH LOO TIFFFFFFFFFFFF



DANIEL RADCLIFFE
Sebelumnya plis plis plis plis banget jangan ketawain gue.Gue tau mungkin sekarang you might know him as the unattractive guy who has a weird sense of style because he wears vests and tight t-shirts or something tapi jujur aja sebenernya gue udah jatuh cinta jatuh hati sama dia sejak kelas 5 sd.Sejak dia main di harry potter yang pertama.ah gitu deh.His blue and greenish eyes.His brown hair.His smile.The way he talks.The way he laughs.Just perfect!Meskipun sekarang udah banyak ketauan flaws nya cuman ga papa ah ga ngaruh buat gueeeee (cie elah si ganjen) :D

CHRIS EVANS
Perfect,just PERFECT.nothing else to say.I dont know if there is any girl in this entire universe that would say NO to him.If so,then i bet she is really stupid for wasting such a great opportunity (haha no offense ya kalo ada yang ngerasa).i bet his big break in fantastic 4 has just been really successful and taken him to a new level in the filming industry,although i've never seen the rest of his movies he ..Btw,the other reason that i choose him is because he looks like someone else that ive been idolizing as well for so long (if you know who i mean ni,po ;P) Gosh,i'm out of words..



Okay people,i know maybe some of you are already disgusted by this post,or some of you have even puked (yes,including you daniel!)So i'll just stop typing because i'm really tired and out of words,my fingers feels like they're burning and i've got to get to my beauty sleep because someone's special is coming to my house tomorrow!!!!i'ts lucky that i have my own prince charming,and not to mention eye candy,that i can see and talk to every day ;)

cheerio

-tiffy (or in this case,mama cika..my special codeword for carrie and moochie!)

twilight

Sebetulnya gue nggak terlalu nunggu-nunggu banget buat nonton film ini,karena gw juga nggak ngikutin novelnya,jadi ya kalo emang bisa nonton ya monggo,kalo ga sempet juga nggak papa.Tapi akhirnya gue nonton juga hari minggu ini sehabis latihan nafiri,karena valerie,nataya dan kak esti ini pengikut-pengikut setianya twilight.Ditambah lagi denger2 cowo yang jadi edward cullen nya ganteng,jadi yang lain juga pada penasaran hehehehe :D
Pas nyampe di 21 udah telat,tapi gw sempet nangkep lah kira2 inti ceritanya gimana,tapi pas liat cowonya hmmm kayanya gue pernah liat dimana gitu kan,eh ternyataaaa dia yang jadi cedrig diggory di harry potter ituuuuu!buset dah dulu emang udah ganteng sih cuman kan agak2 cungkring gitu jadi gw perhatiinnya emang cuman sesaat aja..sekarang deh buseeeeeeeeeeettttttt badannya udah keliatan lebih toned,mukanya berubah lebih dewasaa aduuuuh ok banget (najis ganjen abis gue)
The story overall was really sweet! (ya gue ikutin story nya juga lah,masa liat cowo nya doang hehe) ceritanya tentang forbidden love,sebenernya ga kesampean tapi saking cintanya jadi sampe sampe juga.The other thing that i like about this movie is because its different than the other love stories that you usually see..Biasanya kan yang kaya the usual prince charming,terus cewenya juga cantik terus cuma ada masalah pihak ke 3 terus langsung live happily ever after.Kalo ini,cowonya vampir,harus nahan hawa nafsu biar ga makan cewenya sendiri pula haha,i bet it must be really difficult kalo ada pasangan beneran yang kaya gini...4 thumbs up!jadi penasaran buat baca bukunya yang kedua nih :) :) :) :) :)

1st pre SATs course

Hey people
First of all,im apologizing in advanced if i might type something unusualor out of the context because im still getting through this severe headache.Gosh,i'm really exhausted.Just got back from my 1st preSAT course.I thought the first course was usually something more like a "pengenalan" or getting-to-know-what-we-are-actually-going-do thing,since this is going to be done in a weekly basis.Ternyata pikiran gue salah saudara saudara.The moment i entered the room,the guy that's sitting in the front (i think its supposed to be the teacher or something) asks my name,how to spell my middle name,why do i want to take the SATs,Which College am i planning to apply to,and told me to sit down.A few minutes after that,He gave us a booklet and an answer sheet.It turned out that today is the PRACTICE TEST DAY ,which means that we're going to work on different kinds of papers just like how they do it in the real test.I am so not prepared for this

SECTION 1 : essay page. There was this random quote that they took from the "7 pillars of health" book.And they also explained something about how important is it to dream and will you still be happy when you dont have one..After 5 minutes of doodling and thinking of something important to say,i finally managed to write something and think about something.Thank God.

SECTION 2 : english literature fill in the blanks and answer according to the paragraph stuff :no comment.

SECTION 3 : MATHS.i dont want to even talk about this one

SECTION4 : English grammar circle the wrong words or something,i dont remember.

SECTION 5 :i forgot.i think it was also something about english grammar

-------------lunch break------------------

SECTION 6 : something similar like section 2

SECTION 7 : MATHS.eww,gross.

SECTION 8 : english ,answer these questions according to the paragraph

SECTION 9 : english something,i forgot

SECTION 10: similar to section 9

The moment the teacher told us to hand in all the papers,i was completely devastated.Im quite sure that i didn't focus well enough and i think that i wont get a good score.Not to mention that everybody in the classroom seems to know and recognize everyone else because they go to the same school except ME. So here i am ,the friendless girl who eats at dunkin donuts alone and always 5 minutes early before the lunch break ends because i have nobody to talk to while everyone else is chatting animatedly. Whoa,is it just me,or am i really dramatizing on most of the events that are occuring?hmm maybe its just a case of PMS or something,lets just hope that i will finally get a good score and will finally have friends.

cheers for a good future!

-tiffany

5 random things(again,i'm bored)

Firstly, describe the current you in 5 words:
having a period really desperate

5 things you love about life:
fresh air,family,love,friends,happines!

5 famous people you'd love to meet:
the olsen twins (that counts as 2) shia laBeouf daniel radcliffe mischa barton

5 movies you love:
bladez of glory,rattatouile,harry potter,facing the giants,bring it on

5 professions you'd love to have:
Chef/cook, successfullllll businesswoman,celebrity stylist,diplomat,love consultant (teeheee)

5 best authors:
J.K. Rowling, Dan Brown, Meg Cabot, Cecily Von Ziegesar,Sophie Kinsella

5 inspirations:
Jesus Christ,Mommy,Daniel,successful people,Gramps

5 favorite stuff:
Cellphone,Computer,My teddybear,Pretzels,Creampuffs

5 things you hate:
INJECTIONS (najis ih amit2) Cockroaches my sometimes- hunched-back posture

5 favorite places:
Home, mall,mom's apartment,borders,starbucks near mom's office ;P

5 girls/guys you are currently liking:
daniel daniel daniel daniel daniel

5 things you wanna improve more about yourself:
BERDIRI TEGAK ,mendekatkan diri kepada Tuhan,makin rajin,LOOSE WEIGHT,learn to drive

5 things you would take to a deserted island:
Bible,Cellphone (With a recharged battery),Laptop,A vending machine full F&B's,my lucky bracelet

5 places you wanna visit:
USA,Spain,Switzerland,Japan,Rome!

5 things you really want:
Have A*'s in most of the subjects that i'm taking (minimal B lah:D) Loose weight, SIM,KTP,the ability to go to the US RIGHT NOW! (whatever that is)

5 songs make you cry most:
u'll be in my heart:usher
you're my safest place to hide :the backstreet boys
Mujizat itu nyata :religious singers
i forgot the rest :P


5 impossible dreams:
Turn Back time,Have doraemon's pocket,Be a doctor,Become an Actress (hmm maybe),Have superpowers

5 dreams in the future:
Finish my studies in Indo with a good score,Get accepted into COLLEGE of WILLIAM & MARY,Get a good job,Get married with my soulmate,Have kids

The rules to fill this are:
1) You own a blog where you're gonna post this to,
2) You currently feel bored,
3) You won't skip any question,
4) You're alive, and
5) You're gonna send this to 5 friends to fill these up.

ga penting.

just got back home from an extra math class in universal.Gosh,i' m really exhausted. Mana tadi abis ribut sama daniel pula.Dia ga jadi kerumah gue lagi.Padahal udah ngarepin banget niiiiiiiiiiih tau taunya ga jadi soalnya kemaleman -_________- ya udah lah ya kalo emang ga jodoh mau diapain lagi ya ga sih.Besides i've already done my dont-worry-everything-will be alright eating routine by taking a quick stop by the bakery near universal,buying 5 pieces of bread and mini-cakes,eaten them all,then having a nice big bowl of rice and soto ayam for dinner.So im a lot better now:) ga tau mau ngomongin apa lagi sekarang.Sebenernya tadi lagi niat nulis,tapi sejak ribut sama dp,terus sekarang udah banyak banget nyamuk nya jadi males.ntar lagi aja deeh,i'll be back!

--tiffy

The "Special Grocery List"

Hey guys,
Yesterday my mom sent me a new email about this miracle that happened to a poor lady.I've actually heard this story before from daniel,but since i want to share it all with you guys,and the email also told me to forward it to everyone,i might as well just repost it in my blog,so that more people can read it.Be Blessed everyone!

ps:feel free to also copy-paste this article from my blog :)

"SPECIAL GROCERY LIST"
Louise Redden, a poorly dressed lady with a look of defeat on her face, walked into a grocery store. She approached the owner of the store in a most humble manner and asked if he would let her charge a few groceries. She softly explained that her husband was very ill and unable to work, they had seven children and they needed food.
John Longhouse, the grocer, scoffed at her and requested that she leave his store at once. Visualizing the family needs, she said: 'Please, sir! I will bring you the money just as soon as I can.'John told her he could not give her credit, since she did not have a charge account at his store. Standing beside the counter was a customer who overheard the conversation between the two. The customer walked forward and told the grocer that he would stand good for whatever she needed for her family.
The grocer said in a very reluctant voice, 'Do you have a grocery list?' Louise replied, 'Yes sir.' 'O.K' he said, 'put your grocery list on the scales and whatever your grocery list weighs, I will give you that amount in groceries.'Louise hesitated a moment with a bowed head, then she reached into her purse and took out a piece of paper and scribbled something on it. She then laid the piece of paper on the scale carefully with her head still bowed. The eyes of the grocer and the customer showed amazement when the scales went down and stayed down.The grocer, staring at the scales, turned slowly to the customer and said begrudgingly, 'I can't believe it.' The customer smiled and the grocer started putting the groceries on the other side of the scales.
The scale did not balance so she continued to put more and more groceries on them until the ales would hold no more. The grocer stood there in utter disgust. Finally, he grabbed the piece of paper from the scales and looked at it with greater amazement.It was not a grocery list, it was a prayer, which said:'Dear Lord, you know my needs and I am leaving this in your hands.' The grocer gave her the groceries that he hadGathered and stood in stunned silence.Louise thanked him and left the store. The other customer handed a fifty-dollar bill to the grocer and said; 'It was worth every penny of it. Only God Knows how much a prayer weighs.'

THE POWER: When you receive this, say a prayer. That's all you have to do. Just stop right now, and say a prayer of thanks for your own good fortune. Then please send this to all your friends and relatives.I believe if you will send this testimony out with prayer in faith, you will receive what you need God to do in your and your families' life . So dear heart, trust God to heal the sick, provide food for the hungry, clothes and shelter for those that don't have as we do. Amen & AmenDon't break this, please!Prayer is one of the best free gifts we receive.There is no cost but a lot of rewards.May you always walk with Angels.God Bless!

++++++ I AM CLAIMING THIS FOR YOU+++++++++++

Three things will happen to you this coming week:
(1) You will find favor with someone you don't expect;
(2) You will be too relevant to be ignored;
(3) You will encounter God and you will never remain the same, Amen.

My prayer for you today:The eyes beholding this message shall not behold evil, the hands that will send this message to others shall not labor in vain, the mouth saying Amen to this prayer shall laugh forever. Remain in God's love as you send this prayer to everybody on your list. Have a lovely journey of life! Trust in the Lord with all your heart and He will never fail you because He is Awesome! If you truly need a blessing, continue reading this email:Heavenly Father, most Gracious and Loving God, I pray to you that you abundantly bless my family and me. I know that you recognize, that a family is more than just a mother, father, sister, brother, husband and wife, but all who believe and trust in you. Father, I send up a prayer request for blessings for not only the person who sent this to me, but for me and all that I have forwarded this message on to. And that the power of joined prayer by those who believe and trust in you is more powerful than anything. I thank you in advance for your blessings. Father God, deliver the person reading this right now from debt and debt burdens. Release your Godly wisdom that I may be a good steward over all that You have given me Father, for I know how wonderful and mighty you are and how if we just obey you and walk in your word and have the faith of a mustard seed that you will pour out blessings. I thank you now Lord for the recent blessings I have received and for the blessings yet to come because I know you are not done with me yet In Jesus name, I pray, Amen

TAKE 60 SECONDS and send this on quickly and with in hours, you will have caused a multitude of people to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and watch the power of God work in your life for doing the thing that you know He loves. Remain Blessed!!! Peace and Blessings...

hectic

im to lazy too study.too bored to be watching tv.i cant sleep,there's just too much stuff wondering inside my head.so i decided to write another post about something thats currently occurring in my life.

oct-nov the 1st : the Cambridge international exam.Although i only took mathematics and biology,it took me almost 2 months to study for those subjects especially on biology because there's more theories and kingdoms and animal and human skeleton and body parts and other things to be memorized.O yeah,and i screwed up on math.BIG TIME.for the second time.

nov the 2nd-30th : it took me a few days too cool down from all the stress,because i also caught a cold and have to just relax at home for a few days.the rest was just in a big blur..monthly tests,homeworks and tutorials here and there...

dec the 1st-7th : the first regular curriculum exam.there's basic maths,economics,civics,divination,geography,history,accounting, Indonesian and Chinese.I think i screwed up on most of the subjects but the only thing i can do now is pray and hope for the best.

dec 8th : idul adha holiday ( 1 day,still have to study for the upcoming cambridge exam)

dec 9th-13th : the cambridge exam for the curriculum report card.Statistics,Advanced secondary PURE MATHEMATICS,economics,and business studies.I haven't done the exams yet,but lets hope that i'll try my absolute best.

not to mention that i still have to attend the SATs PREPARATION COURSES every SATURDAY MORNING until mid february...

and my throat's not feeling too well which means i cant attend some of the choir jobs that i have to participate to.please please oh pretty please,i dont want to have my tonsils removed!

oh well,i hope that everything will go on smoothly.Please God,help me to overcome all of this.

wish me luck!

BB

Bukan,bukan..bukan "bb" yang itu,the "bb"that i'm going to talk about is BERAT badan.Some people find it easy to loose a couple of kgs (or in my case, 9 kgs) tapi menurut gue ini merupakan salah satu hal yang paling paling paling paling susah buat gue capai.Because i (usually) tend to eat when i'm stressed out,and this couple of months is considered the most stressfull months that i've been living on for the past year.Kalo setres biasanya langsung ke tukang gorengan terdekat,beli gorengan sampe 10 ribu,dimakan sendiri,terus langsung tidur.Ga tau nih kenapa,neskipun gue udah pasang beribu niat ga ngemil,ga makan nasi,atau ga makan coklat,pasti ujung2 nya gue terbawa godaan dan akhirnya gagal.Awalnya gue cuek cuek aja awalnya,soalnya Daniel dan Bokap Nyokap gue ga bawel...Sampe akhirnya hati gue terketuk karena "nasihat2" sindiran dari teman2 gue tersayang


Senen pagi,6 40 am
waktu itu bel masuknya belom bunyi,pas masuk kelas anak2 cb lagi pada gossip pagi..karena ga ada kursi kosong di tengah2,akhirnya gue ambil muffin gue dan duduk diatas meja,ps gue baru duduk..
L:"ti jangan duduk di meja doong,nanti mejanya roboh"
T:"ah elah buset deh lut sensi bener sih lo -_-"

(sebenarnya kejadian2 seperti ini udah sering gue alami,tapi kayanya minggu ini gw emang lagi sensi,jadi agak2 masuk2 kehati gitu deh )

Senin siang,abis pelajaran agama

N:"liat deh,gw baru bikin celana jeans dideket rumah popo,harganya 100rb lumayan yaa"
A:"10orb?mahal amat nad,di itc juga dapet 80rban kalii"
T:"80rb dr mana nda?kalo buat ukuran lo sih mungkin ada tapi kalo buat ukuran segede gue kayanya ga mungkin deeeeeeeeeeh"
L:"iya nda,ga mungkin lah,kan bahan yang dibutuhkan jauh lebih banyak buat bikin celana titi"
T:"zz ah udah ah ga usah diomongin lagi,...eh btw ac nya lagi mati ya?panas banget sih disini"
L:"ya iya lah panas abis ada looo siiiih tiiiiii"(mungkin dialog ini ga nyambung sama bb cuma yaudahlah gw masukin aja)

Kamis siang,Pelajaran Mr Galih..

Panitia:Selamat siang,kami mau nawarin kaos 21 cup,kalo beli 1 harganya 55rb,tapi kalo beli 2 hrgnya 100rb dgn persyaratan ukuran+gambarnya harus sama..
Y:"ti,kita kan mau gambar yang sama,mendingan kita beli bareng,ukurannya ga beda2 jauh kan?"
T:"eh boleh tuh yog yaudah deh,des gw samaan sama yoan ya kaosnyaa"
MG:"hah tiffany,ukuran kamu M,sama kaya yoan?i dont think so.."
L:"yaelah tiii,lo mah cocoknya pake ukuran xl tauu"
I/L:"kalo mau beli ukuran sama,elo tuh samanya kaya si asdut!(maaf ya sa,bukan gue yang ngomong) sama2 gede!"
I:"ckckckck titi titi..udah page,bage lagi.."

akhirnya dengan muka2 ga enak gue pesen size L sendiri...hahaha target baru gue (for the 1000000000000000000000th time)
1.olahraga
2.kurangin makan
3.kurusin badan
4.kurusin badan

kita lihat saja apakah gue bisa menghilangkan 9 kilo gue yang udah gue dapatkan 3 bulan yang lalu...ayo semangaaaaaaaaat!

10 random things

10 facts about me

1. gue sebenernya tinggi,tapi bongkok parahh -_-

2. i (still) like to watch cartoons and play video games

3. i cant control my emotions,or my appetite (hehe)

4. i keep on hoping,hoping hoping and hoping agar mr X dan ms Y (you know who i
mean) bisa rujuk biar hidup gue agak tenang sedikit

5. i am madly deeply in love with my boyfriend

6. kalo sekarang ga ada cb,vgz sama temen2 deket gue yang lain,mungkin hidup gue
bakalan hancur (lebay,tapi emang beneran)

7. gue tergila-gila sama pretzel dan tempe mamanya inka

8. rambut gue super ekstra ekstra berminyak dan lambat pertumbuhannya

9. gue masih sampe sekarang pengen kurus,tapi gara2 alesan no 3, ga kesampean

10. i miss the joy of dancing!!! pengen dance lagi tapi ga tau dimana..


1. Each blogger must post this rules.2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themseves.3. Blogger that are tagged need to write about their own blog about their ten things and post. these rules . You need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names .4. Don’t forget to live them a comment telling them they’ve been tagged and to read your blog.

report card

after eating endless martabak's and plopping several ferrero rochers i suddenly feel much better.Mum also already tried to cheer me up by saying "it's not that he doesn't appreciate you for what you have already achieved anak,i'm sure that he's very proud of you,he just has his own ways to show it.I've seen your report cards from your previous grades,and by what that i have seen today,i am so proud of you.I know you can do it!" So we celebrated by buying tons and tons of food and eating it at malabar,with tante seruni :)
I really dont know,either if this is one of my random moodswings or i'm just going completely mad.At first things were just fine until suddenly around 10 minutes later i was like shouting on the phone saying things like "Could you please just appreciate me a bit?aren't you proud of me?" or "Fine,i'll transfer schools or something,if that's what you really want!"
I admit that i was completely shocked when i saw that i got straight B's! (except mathi got a C,but that doesn't count ) Sure,my report card wasn't that perfect,i still have flaws in the (surprisingly) regular reportcard that we used for the national curriculum,but COME OOON! straight b's? that's total improvement from the STRAIGHT F'S and 2 E'S that i got last year!Okaaay i was expecting for a compliment ,so maybe when all i got was "you still have a lot to work on" and "i cant believe you failed this kind of subjects tiff,what have you been doing for the past 2 years??"instead of "good work,i'm so proud of you" i was flabbergasted.So if your reading this dad,i just want to say that i'm sorry.I know that every bit and detail of my report card is really important.So i'll try to be a lot better,for the sake of my future.There,i've let it all out.

SURPRISE PART 3 - DB CREW+thika

Just when i tought that the surprises were going to stop....

Waktu mereka dateng,datengnya sebenernya udah telat banget bangetan,nyasar pula,sampe panik nelpon gue sama kennardy,tapi pas masuk ke ruangan mereka masih keukeuh bawa kue and nyanyiin gue happybirthday tiba2 (padahal suasananya lagi hening,baru selesai berdoa)hehehehe....ya ampun ga nyangka gue :) tapi yang paling bikin gue terharu waktu mereka tiba2 mau ngasih persembahan pujian buat ulang tahun gue...

(kelly ngasih kalimat pembuka)
K: "kita ini udah temenan sama tiffany lama banget,dari SD kira2..pesen2 kita buat tiffany,semoga di umur lo yang udah 17 ini lo makin dewasa & makin bijaksana dalam menghadapi masalah masalah lo,dan kalo misalnya ada masalah,jangan lupa buat selalu berpegang sama Tuhan Yesus..Ok kita mulai ya...

.....iringan gitar kennardy.....

Trimakasih Tuhan,
untuk kasih setiaMu
Yang kualami dalam hidupku
Trimakasih Yesus,
untuk kebaikanMu
Sepanjang hidupku....

Trimakasih Yesusku,
buat anugrah yang Kau bri
Sbab hari ini Tuhan ajarkan
syukur bagi ku..."

Sebenernya awalnya gue biasa aja,tapi pas si kelly udah mulai ngasih kata pembuka,tiba2 mata gue mulai berair...Pas masuk lirik kedua atau ke3,ga tahan lah gue,langsung lah airmata bercucuran..apalagi mereka nyanyinya diulang-ulang,makin histeris gue nangisnya hehehe...Makasih banget ya Teman-teman,sejak lo nyanyiin lagu itu gue baru sadar akan betapa banyaknya berkat Tuhan yang udah Dia kasih ke gue...

ILOVE YOU ALL ;) thankyouu <3


**kelly valerie mae christy petra thika randy pieter kennardy dp denok**

SURPEISE PART 2-CB

jujur ya gue akui kalo yang ini bener2 UNEXPECTED.Gue bener-bener ga nyangkaaaa......SHOOCK!jadi abis dp dateng kerumah gue,gue cape banget secara dia baru pulang dari rumah gw jam 2,dan gue tiba-tiba dibangunin sekitar jam 6 pagi,dan untuk waktu 4 jam tidur gue belom cukup soalnya minggu ini gue rata2 emang kurang tidur gara-gara belajar buat exam..

25 oct 08,06-ish am
S(suster):kaaaaaaaaak bangun kaaaaaaaak
TOKTOKTOK
TOKTOK
S:kaaaaaaaaaak bangun!!
T:aduh entar aja deh ah (gue tidur 5 menit)

5 menit kemudian
S:KAAAAK KEBAKARAAAAAAAAN!(udah lemes)
T:aduh entar aja deeh
(grasak grusuk)
S:kaaaak banguuuun kaaaaaaak
T:aduh iya deh bentar bentar ah berisik bener sih

akhirnya dengan bau iler jigong,muka teler,rambut belah tengah lepek tapi kusut gara-gara 2 hari belom keramas,muka jerawatan gue buka pintu kamar..

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITIIIIII HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYY TITIIIIIIIIIIIIIII HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITIIIIIIIIIIII"

T:ya Tuhan..(speechless),terus tengkurep lagi di tempat tidur,trying to take it all in...plus salting:)

Ya ampun gue terharu banget sumpaaah
-pas gue perhatiin kue gue ternyata mereka beliin gue muffin nya breadtalk,yang fyi muffin kesukaan gue sepanjang masa...dan jumlah muffinnya 17 biji,sama kaya umur gue+dipitain warna pink 1-1 terus dikasih bendera bendera lucu bangeeeeeeeeeet
-hampir semua cewe cewe cb dateng,termasuk thika&widia yang biasanya jarang bergila gila sama kita
-si mumu bela-belain bawa mobil pagi pagi buat dateng kerumah gue

Ya ampun Ya ampun Ya ampun

Pas gue udah agak sadar kita foto2 dulu sama kue ulangtahun gue,dan tiup tiup lilin dulu..awalnya gue masih agak2 ga nyangka dan masih speechless dan masih nyoba buat jaim-jaim gitu jadi gue cuma bisa bilang "eh kalian so sweet banget awalnya gue kira ini dream come true jadi gue tidur lagi" garing abis sumpah.tapi akhirnya gue ga tahan dan akhirnya gue nangis juga jadinya hehehe abis kalian baik banget sih semuanya ya ampun gue masih ga nyangka buseet bela-belain buat bikin surprise untuk ku makasih banget ya semuanya aku sayangggggg banget sama kalian !!!!!muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

SURPEISE PART 1-DP

DP lagi rese ih.dari beberapa hari yang lalu kerjaannya sok sibuk melulu.Alesannya ga abis-abis.Dari mau fotokopi buat kuliah lah,mau belajar bareng di rumah temen,mau ngepel,nyapu,bersihin mobil,mau berak,mau mandi,sampe mau cuci piring juga dijadiin alesan (i'm not making this up,guys).Tapi dia emang suka ga jelas gitu sih,jadi awalnya yah gue cuman marah-marah biasa aja.Gue ancem putus juga kayanya ga ngaruh,paling ngemengnya "putusin aja aku kalo berani" ah capek ah.padahal gue udah becandain "kamu lebih sayang piring ya daripada sama aku??"tapi ga ngaruh juga.Siapa sangka kalo ternyata dia udah bikin surprise buat gueee aaaaaaaaaaaaa ;,)

24 oct 08 12 am
T:sayaaaaaang kamu ngobrol doong udah lama banget kita ga ketemu+gossip bareng nih
D:aduh tiff lo gausah rese deh gue capek banget nih baru balik dari kampus (padahal hari ini harusnya dia nggak kuliah)
T:loh bukannya kamu ga kuliah?
D:em iya tapi aku cuma ambil buku doang blablablablalbla.......
T:yaudah nanti sorean aku telpon lagi deh
D:yaudah kalo aku bisa ya
T:Terserah lo deh ah udah seminggu ga pernah ngobrol lagi juga

24 oct 3 pm
T:Sayang kamu lagi apa?
D:aduh aduh ga bisa telepon sekarang nih lagi sibuk ya udah ya udah udah dadah
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and it keeps on going for a few times,on and on and on (actually its not such a big deal but he's been doing this to me for a week so im starting to feel abandoned-apaan sih bahasanya ih)
then suddenly,out of the blue ,

24 oct 10 45 pm
kelly:tiff eh ngobrol dong gimana lo apa kabar lo?
T:baik2 lo gimana kell?
K:gue juga baik iya nih kemaren ada yang ke sekolah aduh syok deh blablablabla....
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an hour later or so
K:iya nih terus terus apalagi ya apalagi ya tiff emm emm

'bzzzt bzzzt'(hape esia gue geter ceritanya,di screen tulisannya '.sayangkuu' calling)

T:halo?apaan?
D:em tiff aku cuma pengen minta maaf kalo aku ga pernah penuhin 1 pun permintaan romantis kamu selama 3 tahun
T:ho oh terus kenapa
D:maafin juga aku ga pernah penuhin permintaan kamu buat dateng kerumah kamu bawa bunga pake sepeda
T:heboh lo pe.
D:tapi sekarang aku lagi didepan rumah kamu pake mobil,keluar dong:D
T:HAAAAAAAAH BOHONG LO


yaampun ternyata beneran (fyi,dia paling susah kalo mau minta pinjem mobil,makanya gue terharu hiks) Terus pas keluar dia ngasih gue buket bunga aduuuuuuuuuh sumpaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh terharu banget banget ga bisa berenti nangis gueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
terus beberapa menit kemudian bokap gue juga pulang bawa kue yaampun SENENGNYA GILA GILAAAAAAAAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i've just gotten a boquet of red roses from my boyfriend who isnt so romantic and who never arranged and never did anything romantic from my 3 years of relationship.OMG

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANY!

It's not just a regular birthday,this time IT'S REALLY REALLY SPECIAL.i've gotten tons of surprises from my closest friends.OMG im soo overwhelmed,check out all the details in the next blogs :)

Biology 101

i've decided to gain my courage by participating in the oct-nov biology exam.I really have no idea about why i'm even taking this exam,based on the fact that i'm more of the bussines-studies-and-economics kind of person.I dont even know where did i get the guts to take part in this exam.But i think I COMPLETELY BLEW IT OFF.I know it's still day 1,and its only like 20% from the whole score.But i dont know why i feel so pathetic and stupid for not preparing well enough.5 minutes before we all came inside the examination room,i felt like i'm going to be just fine,and everything that i studied is still posted inside my mind,but the moment when i sat and read the first question,then suddenly all of the stuff that i learned from last week is completely GONE.Oh well,i guess i'm just going to study harder for the 29th..and pray.Please,i cant afford another "U" in the subjects that im taking. 1 is just enough to completely ruin my life.

my 'cheer-up-you're-not-that-pathetic-and -still-have-a-life' song

I can't believe it's over
I watched the whole thing fall
And I never saw the writingthat was on the wall
If I'd only knew
The days were slipping past
That the good things never last
That you were crying


Summer turned to winter
And the snow it turned to rain
And the rain turned into tears upon your face
I hardly recognize the girl you are today
And God I hope it's not too late
It's not too late'Cause you are not alone
I'm always there with you
And we'll get lost together
Until the light comes pouring through
It's when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe, you're not lost
When your world's crashing down
And you can't bear the crossI said, babe, you're not lost


Life can show no mercy
It can tear your soul apart
It can make you feel like you've gone crazy but you're not
Things have seemed to change
There's one thing that's still the same
In my heart you have remained
And we can fly fly fly away

'Cause you are not alone
And I am there with you
And we'll get lost together
Until the light comes pouring through
It's when you feel like you're done
And the darkness has won
Babe,you're not lost
And the world's crashing down
And you can not bear the cross


I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost
I said, baby, you're not lost


--lost,by michael buble